WHY CANT I

Friday, August 31, 2007 , 7:42 PM

went back to stc today. met sylvia, uma, michelle, liyana and tammy. michelle is sooooo fair now. oh my god. can fight with cheryl liao. scary. anyway, met gomez, lee ting ting, francis, mrs low, fang, leong and also mrs francis. she is pregnant now! didnt meet shanker. cant find her. then yeo and mrs tan not here liao. then mrs kong also made a new rule: NO EX-THERESIAN ALLOWED BEFORE 11! diaox. uma was there at about 9 plus. so in the end she came to my house first.

anyway, after going back to school, we went to vivo to have our lunch. step and gowri came later. cheryl didnt come in the end. then met wee ting at a shop working. wow. so packed day, meeting so many people. and my sis spotted me in vivo also la. but didnt call out to me. anyway, heros actors were in vivo today. so its kind of crowded. though i didnt watch the show but i heard it was nice. wanted to watch. too bad, got no scv.

shall let the pix do the talking. lol

4 of us

oops. thats blur. but nice.. like it..

in shock

3 girls

uma and me. like myself here. lol

candid. me so ugly

covering myself with the wrapper

the whole group. but argh! my stomach looks kind of big here. time for dieting

uma, gowri and step.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007 , 2:04 PM

its been a long time since i blog and i had finally finish my papers. oh yes. finally time for me to rest and have a nice sleep. haven been getting enough sleep for the past few days. hopefully i can do well for my papers.

anyway, went to kbox yesterday after our exams.

Friday, August 24, 2007 , 3:16 PM

had my first paper if you dont count htech. aimm. seriously, there isnt enough time. my handwriting goes from neat to untidy. i have to scribble. talking about the paper, i think its okay but i think i have a problem with the 18 marks question de. ah! oh my god. tried very hard to memorise the name and function of the medicine and none came out. -_-'''. in fact, none from atuoimmunity and transplantion came out. have to get at least an A for this paper. must.

anyway, slept only for 3 hours. laid on the bed at 12 and only get into sleep at around 4, wake up at 7.10. so tired. i think i too nervous about the paper le. sleepy.

-the way to happiness is to not fret on things you cant change but make the best out of it. as if its easy. but hell no.-

Thursday, August 23, 2007 , 3:11 PM

went to see the doctor. not really sick but had a lump behind my ear. waited for 1h plus. i was the number 52 and when i reached there, it was only number 32. its not polyclinic actually. oh well, the lump was cause of my inflammation of either my ear or my scalp. lol. so, lead to my lymph node getting swollen. had 2 types of antibiotic and a medicine to reduce my swelling.

went home, tried to study but had a hard time memorising the medicine name and its function. the doctor told me to sleep early today but i dont think i can. have to scarfice my tv time to study. :( but i still can record my show. lol

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 , 9:32 AM

study study study. forever studying. there's going to have a 4th university build in right here in singapore. if you read the newspaper or watch the news. you would already know it. but guess what it would only be ready in 4 years time. my god! 4 years? by the time its already build, i HAVE already graduate from poly le. my sis luckily lor, another choice for her.

exams rule. out of the sudden, it pop out that we are to use only ball point pen. what the hell. i hate ball point pen la. sian. got to get back to study.

Monday, August 20, 2007 , 7:21 PM

htech paper today at 9. went into the lecture hall and the lights are stubborn. doesnt want to come on. day dream and thought that htech paper could be postponed. ha. it didnt happen la. obviously. but i also dont wish for it be postponed.better get over and done it.

think i screwed up my paper cos the second last question i am not sure how to do. i dont know what answers the teacher acutally wanted. its 10 marks! hope i can past that question and get an A for this test. FNA question, another headache. i will never know my result though as i dont think we will be getting back our paper. i need As!!! or better distinctions for ALL of my EXAMS! read the newspaper and realised that only 23% of the year cohort (JC+ poly) gets into the local university. that's so little!

had aimm reivsion and my hand is going to get broken. had been copying the answers for the past year paper frantically. oh my god! the papers are so tough! i need to pass!

-where is my way to happiness-

Saturday, August 18, 2007 , 2:50 PM

why am i feeling so sleepy?? did someone put a curse me or is it the weather is just so nice for sleeping? lol

Friday, August 17, 2007 , 8:50 PM

finally, the csas report is done and had been handed over to the teacher le. now, i can focus on my exams. the past few days i were so focus into completing my report. i can jsut die going through it. the teacher is so weird la, say she can only let us off at 3.30. diaoz. lesson finish early can let us off earlier de lor. oh well, so i actually spent my time talking and joking around instead of studying. oops. and then i just realised that 6.1, 6.2 and 6.3 of the htech lecture notes were not included in the test. wa lao, waste my time studying on that. wanted to join this terry fox run marshal thing. but when lyn and i went to the booth to register ourselves, the booth is closed already. then tj and ym register le. they called us. but we were having lessons. so we had no choice but to sign up through e mail. hopefully, the person will receive it and give us a reply asap. the event is on 16 sep, sunday from 6.30am to 11am. so early right! lol, never mind la. there will be seal points award, free breakfast and a free t shirt. hehe. some more the location is at sentosa. lol. so i dont have to wake up so early.

class photo taken without nana (taking photos) during htech

kahang and justina. dont let me take photo of them but keep taking mine. lol

that's me and gladys. sort of a candid photo. cant remember what i was holding. think i am getting stm

Thursday, August 16, 2007 , 10:15 AM

looks like there are still much changes to be made.bloody hell

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 , 9:49 PM

got back the comments from the teacher. luckily, this time round was so much better. the teacher didnt bian us until so bad. i didnt go to school but heard it from my group mates actually. hehe. the teacher say that this time round is so much better. only that the results have to change. diaoz. the teacher say the smokers have to be the inority not the majority. then now i have to change it lor. acutally, i remember asking my groupmates about this de. oh well, never mind. luckily, it didnt take me a long time to change it.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 , 7:39 PM

woke up damn late. then i also had an afternoon nap. think i too tired. all the projects, all the exams, all the stress! i am dying. oh ya, forgot to mention my DRP project title. its Protein profiling of TCM herb-treated cancer cells using 2D-LC/MS. i think its about treating the cancer cells with the TCM and see how the cell react. sounds cool? lol. ms ler mention something about this project being in the NUS competition. but then ms ler say something like only one of us can join in the competition. ai... but if both me and tj can join then good le. plus if we win, i think can increase our chance in getting into NUS ba. hehe, i am starting to day dream. diaoz. then cos ms ler is going to give birth le, so we will working very closely with the year 3. think they are doing their major project. then the equipments in the research lab are so ex! some cost millions i think.

Monday, August 13, 2007 , 8:18 PM

3 good news and 1 bad news. i managed to get into a DRP. its with ting jie and somemore is with ms ler. at least its my cp teacher. another good news, about our japanese role play, the teacher said that we are the best. but he doesnt want to reveal the marks to us. and lastly, we managed to complete our csas report for now. hopefully, the teacher dont bian us until so bad again. and the bad news is that i have to be in school on 10 sep for the start of the DRP from 9 to 6. argh!! its 10h. there goes my family day. but i guess that if everyday we do got 10 h, we can complete it in 9 days.

anyway, i like dr khin. she is so good! hehe. anyway, i went to bugis after school to meet my parents and while waiting for them, my sis and i went to bugis street to shop for a while. bought 2 clothes and a belt. i like the shop owner. she's so good and friendly. service is excellent. plus, i didnt realised that the clothes are designed by them. then oops. i said that one of the t shirt is not nice.

ate dinner and then went home. not a bad day to start of the week. only that.. i slept so late last night and i had a terrible headache. sooo tired today. oh ya, my sis had a A2 and a distinction for her chinese.happy for her. but she says she wants to retake.

Sunday, August 12, 2007 , 8:42 PM

sis had a tutition and the tutition teacher is a guy named chris. dont think too much. all i know that he looks like jun yang. plus, he is so weird, went to tell my sis that he doesnt has a girlfriend so they dont have to worry about having the tutition time clashes with his private time. so diao la. why got people say such things de la.

anyway, went to cresent to have dinner and saw cheryl. think she is too stressed out cos there is a breakout. oops. sorry.

Saturday, August 11, 2007 , 11:01 PM

went to school to do the csas report. damn. hate it. wanted to see the teacher on monday for her to look at our draft but she would only be in school wednesday damn. so sian. stayed in school form 11 to 5 plus. and ya. its still not completed. can die le la. its saturday and the school is so wulu plus the canteens are not opened. ivan had to go all the way opposite of the school to buy our lunch. lol. so cheap la. it only costs $1.20 and its chicken rice

the school so empty

doing project

my lunch.

after that i went to tb to watchrush hour 3 with my sis and my maid. while waiting for the movie to start adn my maid to come, i roamed around first with my sis and saw kim and adrian. i think there were there to talk about the new movie, Gone in Shopping. and ya, the movie was okay la. i didnt expect much from it. just watched it cos jackie chan was acting in it. hehe

Friday, August 10, 2007 , 10:48 PM

casa was ushed forward to 11.15 instead of having it at 2. so, our school ends at 2 for today! wa lao, but our report was like in a bad shape la. the teacher say until like we have to redo our draft. there were some things that she just told us to add only today. my god. i so pek chek. gladys say she wanted to set her house on fire la. lol. she was so pek chek until when it was time for mgen, she kept having problems spelling the words. oh well, we have no choice. so we are meeting tmr at 11 at school to do our report. its killing me!

mgen was okay. got back our practical and lecture quiz paper. and ya, i didnt manage to do well for my practical test. my lecture quiz was so much better. so after school, i went to suntec to meet nw to buy the doughnuts in doughnut factory. wanted to try cos they say very nice. but it turns out to be normal only. okay la. cant believe i queue for an hour for the doughnuts.

met fish later for dinner. we went to fish and co for dinber. then fish dont know is want to save money or dont have money. she bought 10 slices of bread la. so funny. and in the end, she spent $3.50 for dinner. diaoX. after that, fish went home by bus and nw and i stayed till 8 to take the cab home together. hehe. wanted to save the $2.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007 , 9:16 PM

its such an unlucky day for me!!!

morning on the way to the bus stop, forgot to take something, go back home take, then in sch when going home, reached the bus stop, about to board the bus, realised i forgot to take my plastic bag, go back to sch to take, go mrt, mrt spoil, go take cab, realised that the mrt for the way i am going resume, go back take mrt, walking home, some bicycle of someone almost fell on me, i moved away, the kids laugh at me. wa lao, i so angry la.

then johan is so funny. went to spread that got people jump onto the mrt track. please lor, i was there. i didnt see anyone jumping to the track. i suppose its cos his friend saw the ambulance and those kind of vehicles that why his friend say got people jump down. lol

but then, japanese was fun today. i suppose it was cos it was role play today. lyn's group mate jamie keeps forgetting their line and kept saying the wrong thing. its so funny sia. then for my group, there was a part when i haven finish saying my line, the guy walked away and do the second part of the role play. i was stunned la. just skipped the rest of my part and went to do the second part. tj scared that she forgot her lines and she copied her lines on the inside of her elbow. it was damn obvious. then she kept forgetting about it and somehow showed to the class. ai yo!

then i also bought a t shirt from my school. its those little miss something t shirt. i wanted have my dinner first then later go back to buy de. but then i remembered that there was once when i also decided to do this before buying a shirt that i like, i decided to buy it now. luckily, i decided to do that cos when i go back to the stall, there was another girl who wanted the same t shirt. then i got the shirt first cos if pre order, i can only get it tmr den tmr i got no school.

and there is also a good news. i got no school on tues wed and thurs next week. haha. so i only need to go to school on monday and fri. so cool. hehe. then i also realised that jean also got into the DRP. not 100% sure. but she was called to a interview. buti doubt she is in the same DRP as me. anyway, just realised that gladys know my blog. its such a surprise lor.

the train kana stop halfway.

so empty. somemore is rush hour. i think cos got alot of people like me thought that the whole system is down.

Monday, August 06, 2007 , 9:10 PM

my sis birthday. and so we went to vivo to celebrate her birthday. had swensen and my dad vomit blood. pay $107 for a dinner. so ex. after that, went to daiso and they spent hell lots of time there la. and then i just realised that my cousin kana caught for watching a japanese anime. at first i thought it was because he downloaded a song lor. then he was fine $3000. the person say that if go court, worse ar. can pay up to more than $10000. siao de. the person also say listen to song also cannot lor. damn.

Saturday, August 04, 2007 , 12:17 PM

yeah! managed to pass my basic theory test. i was so scared that later i will fail la. it was in multiple choice and its touch screen. but then, we have to press damn hard before the computer will know that you have touch that part. i had to hold on the the cpu and pressed on the screen. just in case later the whole cpu fell down. lol

after i passed the test, i saw lyn and i wanted to make the finaly theory test booking. but the person recommended that the practical and the final theory test should take cocurrently. then cos if i am selected into the DRP, my time would be quite pack ba. but cos i dont know if i am selected and i dont know the timing, i couldnt make any booking. so, i went home. $300+ was taken off from my nets to top up my comfort card so that i can make bookings later. so sad. and when i alighted from the bus and was walking towards the mrt, i realised that i forgot to make my PDL. damn, i have to go back there another time to make it before i can have my practical lessons.

went home and started delaying my sis time from leaving the house. her friends wanted to give her a surprise birthday party stuf. but their planning wasnt so good. my sis had all along thought that there is a tutition. then ah hui had intended to tell her that tutition is cancelled and that they wil be celebrating her birthday when she leave the house. ai yo. like that not suprise le ma. so i helped them to plan but my sis thought we were too secretive. and ya, she guessed it. oh well, never mind

at night, i did my csas project all the wat till 1 plus. my group has decided to finish everything my tuesday then let the teacher have a look at the draft. at least if there is still anything that needs to change, we still have time before the deadline. sian.

the balloon is so cute!!

early birthday girl with her present

, 12:17 AM

i think i screwed up my interview badly. you couldnt imagine what stupid things i have said to the teachers. it was quite scary la. 3 teachers to 1 students. tj was so lucky. she only had 1 teacher interviewing her. the teacher had actually asked me that if there is a need for me to stay back in the reserach room till 12 midnight alone, will i stay back. i said i would cos there is no choice. then they started scaring me by saying some stuff. imagine what i replied " then i guess that i would pray to the God and hope that ___ dont come and haunt me." what a stupid answer can. just sprout out the words without going throught my brain. and you can imagine how the scenario had become. oh course the teachers laughed at my stupid comment la.

anyway, stayed back in school till 6 plus to do my aimm report but it was still not done. the hey gorgeous also came to our school for filming. couldnt really see filming part cos most of the time we were having tutorial. and when it was time for voting, i was busy doing the report.

got back comments on the draft of csas project. looks like there were so much things to change and i am so sorry cos the work that ivan and alex did have to be deleted. before that was mgen tutorial. the teacher mentioned that there are 3 potential students that can get an A. obviously, jean and xinni were among the 3. as to who is the third one, we do not know. but when i went forward to ask the teacher to confirm my answer for one of my tutorial questions, she told me to aim for an A. i was still quite qorried beforehand that i would not be able to get an A for this module. thought i am not sure whether the third person is me or someone else, i am happy that i can still get a chance of getting an A and no doubt, it increases my confidence in this subject.

anyway,went to meet nw after school to ask her to pei me eat dinner. haha. she was just looking at me eating cos she said she was very very full. so, its kind of a pack day for me. well, basic theory test tmr and i hope i can pass. oh please, i dont want to wait for another testing day and neither do i wish to spend another $6.

-wish me luck-

Thursday, August 02, 2007 , 4:28 PM

woke up and recieved a message from ernest. i am supposed to go to school today to look at my test result but cos there is no lesson today and ernest is going to school, i asked him to look at our experiment result for me. the terrible thing is that all the experiment done by everyone in the class is a flop. all are failures.damn, how am i going to write our report. hate it.

the i went to ubi to do my e trial test again. passed all and managed to get only 1 100% right. this saturday is my basic theory test and i am kind of getting worried. what if all those that i got wrong came out, like that i will fail le lor.

went home after the e trial thing and recieved a call from a teacher. he said he wants to see me tmr at 9.30 and TALK with me about the DRP that i had signed up for. shit, is this an interview? i never attend an interview before. what if he asks me the questions and i am stunned. damn, i want to enter this DRP. he didnt tell me which choice i got in but i am guessing that it should be about researching about the antibiotic value in TCM herbs. actually, i wanted to wear shorts and slippers to school tmr de. but since the teacher would be TALKING to me, i guess i would have a wear something that is more decent. in fact, he wanted to see me today de but cos i didnt go to school, i can only see him tmr. he was shock that i didnt have school today cos my time table state that there is tutorial today.wish me luck!hopefully, he dont think i am pon-ing lesson and put me down.

-tell me what to do!!?-

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 , 9:17 PM

csas is really killing me and i think i got fever today lor. i hate tabulating results. i hate making charts. i dont know how to use excel la. so i kind of guess the methods to fix up the charts etc. aim practical was only about 1 h. then after that, i stayed back with lyn to tubulate results again. i am getting sick and tired about it. then there is still another report that have to be done. anyway, stayed back in school till about 3 then went to ubi to take my etrial. failed 1 out of the 3 papers again.

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