WHY CANT I

Tuesday, July 31, 2007 , 8:19 PM

got back my japanese listening test. the grades are so shitty. just pass by a few marks. then did my htech practical test. there were a total of 10 slides. first slide that i had and it crashed my confidence. i was like what the hell is it. no choice and i try and guessed my answer for most of my questions.

so many projects. i dont want to do le la!!! by right there is no aimm lecture tmr morning de and so my first lesson starts at 12. but because of the stupid project, i have to go to school at 9. so tired. oh well, look at the bright side. at least i dont have to wake up at 6 for my aimm lecture. but still cannot go home early. need to go to ubi for my e trial test. this saturday is my basic theory test liao. dont want to fail. fail = waste $6.

-i want to rest forever-

Monday, July 30, 2007 , 8:31 PM

wasnt much things to talk about in school. so i shall skip it. went to vivo after school and i saw a converse shoe that i like. its double tongue de.finally a double tongue in the kids section. so happy. but i find it ex leh. the guy was so funny la. my sis and i was looking at the kids section and the salesmen thought we are stupid. came to us and tell us that its the kids section. what the hell la. duh. i know lor. my legs small ma. but got advantage. the shoe is cheaper. lol.

after that, my parents came, had our dinner and my parents went to best to buy a vaccum and my sis and i went to giant to buy food. had ice-cream and its my sis first time trying the tiramisu. she was so shock. she didnt know its so nice and she is so happy. diaox. but i find that its so sweet.

Sunday, July 29, 2007 , 8:51 PM

finally, i finished the harry potter book after a spread of 2 days. i also managed to watch the harry potter movie part 2 and 4. the part 4 was rented from mj. the vcd was badly scratched. the vcd kept getting stuck. wanted to rent the dvd actually but my sister rented the wrong one.

oh well, never mind.

one funny was that when i read the harry potter book, as it gets more exciting and the tension gets tighter, i read faster and my heart beat faster. there were even time when i hold my breathe too. i think i also very clever la. hehe. kind of guess part of the story.

Friday, July 27, 2007 , 8:42 PM

we screwed up our mgen project. she said that we didnt find enough information compared to the previous group and the first group that come to my mind is tj's group. then later when it was our csas class we heard that the teacher wasnt in a good mood. heard that she scolded the previous class. luckily, when it was our turn, she wasnt angry anymore. instead there were time when she drifted very out of the topic.

after school, lyn, ivan and i stayed back in school to add more information on our report before handing in the report. though we stayed till 6 there wasnt much things done. so i went decided to go home and add more information before handing in the draft. didnt do the draft first but read the harry potter book. oops

Thursday, July 26, 2007 , 8:36 PM

stayed at home but coukldnt relax any bit. test tmr. sian. the harry potter book is so tempting. and then there is also mgen presentation and we have to hand in the draft for the academic report tmr. my group wanted to do tmr but then we just get the message that the rest of the class wanted csas to be push up to 11. damn. this means that we only left with 2h to complete both csas and mgen project. argh!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007 , 3:20 PM

went to school for 1h just to take my aimm lecture quiz. i think i am sick la. i felt like fainting. my eyes wanted to close, my legs are wobbly, my hand doesnt have the strength to hold the pen. and i just realised one thing, carry a laptop around is so inconvienent. is so cumblesome. ma fan.

handed in the aimm report and i was so worried about gladys report. i thought that she would expect me to hand it her report for her cos her report is with me. luckily, she did print another one and handed in. by the time i realised that i might need to hand in the report for her, i was damn far away from the school le. heng ar.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007 , 3:13 PM

i think i screwd up my japanese listening test. there were questions that i dont even understand what the hell the cd is playing. haiz. going to have a htech practical on idenfication of slides. damn. HAVE REMEMBER WHAT THE CELLS LOOKS LIKE FOR DIFFERENT PART OF THE BODY! no choice. cant just rely on memory work so i decided to go the school library to look for the book. luckily i found one and lyn also found one.

anyway, at the htech lab, johan was talking to ernest about the harry potter last book. and i just couldnt shut my ears off. now, i know who died. i was complaining this to tj and ym while waiting for the teacher t come. the thing is johan HEARD me. i didnt know he was walking towards us. oops. haha. but the qi fen was funny. no offence was made. haha. think i am reverting back to my primary school style liao. but dont think i am going to hit them or anything. lol

Monday, July 23, 2007 , 7:37 PM

met nw at the mrt first to give her the papers that she wanted me to print for her yesterday. and when i reached school, damn stomache again. i have been having stomache since friday and every morning i woke up to have diaherra. ai, never mind, it is detoxifying my body. haha. losing my weight too hopefully.

mgen was first thing in the morning but i couldnt concentrated at all. i was thinking about the aimm report. aimm lecture was as boring as always. APEL was cancelled. had fpath and did our tutorial quiz. there was this question, myocardiac infarction can lead to thrombosis in the heart. true/ false. i wrote true and luckily it was right. but i didnt know how to explain. guess there would be 2 marks gone cos for my last question i didnt wrote out totally like the lecture notes. got back my tutorial quiz and i got 16/18. happy that i got the same as jean. hehe

htech lecture was next and i got back my htech quiz too. i was happy that i could get 33.5/35. seriously i didnt think i could do very well. thanks god. examination time table is out and i only have 3 days. its going to finish on 28 August. yippee. early break. hopefully i can get into the DRP programme. i want to do research.

anyway, i took a cab home with my sis today. didnt tell my parents about that. i reached tb at about 4.55. and when i caught sight of my sis and ah hui, i made my sis run leaving ah hui behind. lol. its a few more minutes to 5. and after 5, there will be a surcharge of $2. no way will i want to pay for that. luckily when we board the cab, it was 4.57. heng ar.

Saturday, July 21, 2007 , 3:02 PM

my 7th book of harry potter had finally arrived. when my mum bluff me that the person didnt bring the book to her shop, my heart sank. then i saw the look at my dad's face and knew my mum was lying to me. yippee!! so happy. the touch of the book made me feel a sense of man zhu gan. too bad, i couldnt read it once i get hold of the book. I HAVE TO STUDY FOR MY UP COMING TESTS! i AM so tempted to flip to the last chapter and read it cos i WANTED to know the ending and who died. but nah, tried to control myself. so i guess i would have to wait till next week to start my adventure with harry potter.

anyway, this morning i did my aimm report again. didnt meet up with lyn and discuss through the phone and i typed. damn its still not done. dont know how am i going to finish it cos i cannot find the information on the text book, lecture notes and on the net. i am going CRAZY!

, 12:33 AM

there is so terrible. the mgen practical test was hell. the teacher says she wanted to make the paper easier cos the post lab quiz all of us did badly. but no la, the paper was even tougher than the post lab de. i looked at the first and second questions and my heart died. i know what it was but i dont know how to answer it. i dont want to fail!!!

csas test wasnt any better. my grammar sucks. i was more on trial and error when doing the paper. then we had a talk at 3 by a minister. the teacher like dont believe us. she wasnt willingly to let us off at 3 and kept asking to confirm whether is it 3 or 3.30. they just change the timing to 3 today. anyway, it was a NE forum and we have to attend at least 2 in order to graduate. the forum wasnt boring and the minister make singapore sounds like it so wonderful. he also make it sound as though no degree doesnt equal to the end of the world. but i cannot deny the fact that what he was saying was making sense and making me think.

well, the forum took about 2 h plus and there were refreshment available. so, confirm i will go and take some food to eat de. haha. went to tb to have my dinner after school cos my maid is not cooking and i met derrick and his mum at kfc. chat for a while and went to challenger to buy a new laptop case cos i felt that the previous one was too small and too lousy. bought the new case at $35. its so ex. but no choice, i have to invest in order to take good care of my lappy.

wanted to rent the harry potter and the globet of fire dvd but it looks like the video ezy at tb had closed down and the play machine and a rental shop doesnt seems to have it. then back at home, i did my aimm project till 12 plus and it wasnt complete yet. its so though la. sian. then the mgen presentation also needs editing. argh!!

Thursday, July 19, 2007 , 5:29 PM

since i am waiting for my dinner to start before i study for my tests, i decided to blog first. i woke up at 10 plus and i couldnt resist myself from reading my harry potter book. study for a while then at 12 i went off to ubi comfort. i got there damn early and i saw dina there. looks like the time to travel to ubi comfort is less than 1h.

at the interchange, i met this guy who was in 40s i think. i was looking at the bus directory to comfirm which bus goes to ubi comfort when he came up to help and told me which bus is going there. then i went to the area where the bus are. it was right at the end and this guy suddenly came up to me and started asking questions like where am i studying, what course, why i lived and what are my parents working as. so idiotic la. how can he asked about my private life. and he knew who are my parents when i told him where they work. and suddenly, he gave me his name card. -_-''' i think he works as some insurance thingy.

anyway, i board the bus and i almost miss my bus stop if i haven been looking at the bus stop name. got down and nearly got lost. i couldnt see comfort la. luckily, i continued to walk forward. and that was how u got to a place that i never been before alone.

got my membership card and i sucks in it. did my e trial and did 3 sets out of the 6 sets of questions paper. failed 1 of them. 5 questions wrong out of the 50 questions, you are considered failed.

and after i finished i went to orchard for my dental and i was about 30 mins earlier. no way am i going to wait till 4.30. went in and the dentist said it was not bad. just that i still need more of my lower show. i dont know what it means anyway. went home and helped a tourist in distress while waiting for the bus though i didnt know whether that bus stop is one of the stops for the tourist double decker bus. and so, i directed her to the visitors centre.

gladys told me yesterday that the animation for the powerpoint that we did for mgen was weird in the older version of the powerpoint. damn, we have to make changes again. the animations werent so easy to make lor. we are making an animation of a certain process lor. hopefully, it wasnt that bad and only little changes has to be made.

there is a talk that starts at 3.30 tmr but my lessons end at 4.00. its is a NE talk that is compulsay to attend at least once to graduate. the teacher says she will make some arrangement for us and hopefully she is able to cos our whole class is going.

-school isnt as fun as before, its hell. so many exams to be taken. never seems to end-

Wednesday, July 18, 2007 , 8:48 PM

just a brief summary of what happened during the past few days. i dont have much time to stick to the laptop for long

friday: went to watch harry potter with fish after school. there was suppose to be a reserach briefing but cos we had bought the movie tickets, there is no way that i am going to pon the movie to get information about the research programme. anyway, lyn ym and tj were going, so i could get some information out from them. the movie wasnt that bad and we ate thai express for dinner.

saturday: was suppose to be studying but i was stuck on the computer for more than 2 hours to get my router fixed and it the ends its still not fixed. at first the language wasnt in english and after i hang my phone on the operator and re-install again, it was in english. damn it. and after that, i went to tb to watch transformer with my sis and ah hui. its tb and we were sitting right in front on the first row. the movie wasnt so nice la. i found that it was kind of stupid. then i met matthew, my primary school friend who is working there.

sunday: maid's off day an study all day long. exam the next day and there were so much to study

monday: htech test and it sucks to the core. i couldnt do the questions but i had to admit, it wasnt very tough. its just that there were so many to study and the teacher didnt tell us what to focus on. dr khin was shocked when we told her that the teacher also set questions on decalcification. the teacher didnt even let dr khin see the exam paper lor. by right, there wasnt suppose to be any questions set on decalcification. damn more than 7 marks gone le.

tuesday: nothing much. its just that we haven type out our japanese script and we kind of did it in the last min. and so we were late by a few minutes and there were quite a number of typo errors. got back our japanese result. and i think i did fairly well, 56/60. hopefully for my listening test i could also do as well.

wednesday: had 3h of break and we decided to do our mgen project and yet we didnt manage to finish it. we still stayed back for about 1h plus and it was almost done. by right, it was already done. but cos my laptop kind of hang for powerpoint and we didnt save the last part of the slides. boom. we had to redo the animation part. its damn tiring lor. then just when we thought that next week would be pack enough already cos there are tests on monday, tuesday, wednesday and friday, mr poh save us another report to do. damn, i still have to get my csas and mgen project done. this is maddness.

Thursday, July 12, 2007 , 7:17 PM

haven got anytime to post till today. that's basically how busy i am.

monday: it turns out that we didnt have that sudden fpath quiz cos some people when to tell the teacher that they didnt know about it till this morning. luckily dr khin is good to let us have the test on wednesday togther with TG01. then we had a boring htech lecture. there was a teacher who came to sit in. i saw that she was also very bored and nearly slept. there is a guy that slept in the class. even when the lecture had ended, he didnt know. johan shouted across the lecture hall, the guy still didnt wake up. even when the teacher called to wake him up, he was still asleep. johan had no choice then went to push him to wake him up. the guy is so stylo.

then i realised that for my course, there is NO PAY during the SIP la. what the hell. i though that i could have extra money and then my money in the bank will grow. looks like my hopes are dashed.

tuesday: 2 tests. 1 htech post lab quiz that sucks to the core. so tough. the practical was done before we had the test. in fact, the practical was like totally done by the teacher though there were also a few students that helped her. japanese test was okay but i knew i wont be able to get full marks.

like nw, i think being with the guys can get rowdy. cos i had a feeling that i might revert back to my primary school style. oh no... lyn said i dont look like the rowdy kind. lol.

wednesday: aimm practical was quite short. we just had to coated the wells with the bacteria. it seems to hard to get the well without any bubbles cos i seems to be getting bubbles all the time and it isnt easy to burst it.

fpath quiz was later into the day and it was okay. hehe. but i knew once again, i wont get be able to get full marks :(

thursday: finally, the last day to have test for this week. this is so tiring. everyday go home, study for test. finally a day for me to rest. then next monday and friday got another test. i checked my organiser and realised that there are many things that had to be done. tests every week. at least one project is due every week too. argh!! hate it. got back my mgen post lab quiz. LUCKILY, i didnt fail. this was such a relieve. i was so worried la. heng ar.

Sunday, July 08, 2007 , 1:53 PM

damn it. luckily i decided to use the com today if not i will die. there is a test tmr la. it was SUPPOSE to be on thursday de. and now, its been change to tmr. i haven even started la. a partial good news is that it i only from 2.6 to 2.7. damn. got to rush.

Saturday, July 07, 2007 , 1:32 PM

stayed at home for a while and spent most of my time finish reading the harry potter book 1. after that i studied for a while but nothing seems to be going into my brain. and at about 5.50, i left the house and went to orchard heeren to meet uma, reg, nw, carmen and cheryl. orchard was so crowded la. i guess its cos of the cosplay and they were also showing the live earth concert on the big screen at ps.

anyway, we ate at the vil'age. that place was suppose to be marche and its now replace with this new place. but the things that are sold there were more or less identical to what was sold in marche. safra members could have a 10% discount off. carmen has it and lend it to cheryl uma and reg. its just so unlucky that after i had paid for my food, carmen knew about the safra card and passed it to them.

went home at about 10 plus and my bus came earlier that uma's and reg's. so happy. cheryl passed me my second part of my birthday present. i kind of guessed that it would be a photo of mybe myself or a photo of our clinqe when she told me that it isnt a puzzle. its just that i didnt know that she collated quite a number of photos and put it together.

oh well, live earth concert today. lets protect the earth from global warming.

this photo kind of sucks.

reflection. nw's fav thing and now mine. she is a very stronger "influencer"

i like this photo the best.

Friday, July 06, 2007 , 1:22 PM

didnt did much in school. just realised that we have to type a 14-15 pages long of report. stayed in school till about 8 plus just to attend that scs annual general meeting. the teacher had also recommanded us to take part in the SGH talk on some current disease topic. since its near my house, why not??

Thursday, July 05, 2007 , 4:16 PM

i really hate and dislike projects. just finished one and anther come popping in and there are still projects that have yet to finish. damn. our topic for mgen was posttranscipitional modification in eukaryotes. oh my god! what the hell was that!!! luckily, for our group there aare 3 weeks for us to do. am going to die

we also had mgen post lab quiz today which was damn hard though it was open book. the reason why it was open book cos it will be damn tough. plus its graded. thanks man. 6 marks already gone cos i dont know how to do the calculation. i never get the calculation about the dilution factor right. just another 6 more marks gone and i can fail. the teacher said that for the other classes, about 50% fail. that's very encourgaging man!

stayed back for about 2 h to do our japanses project and it wasnt done yet. we were only halfway through it. we are suppose to represent our csas tmr and we haven even touch it. then tmr there is aimm test. just kill me.

there would be a csc annual meeting at 6.45 and i am intending to go although my school finishes at 3. just want to get my seals points. cant wait for the 7th book to come out. have to wait till 21 july. sian~

- this semester sucks! killer Mgen!-

Tuesday, July 03, 2007 , 11:44 PM

the aimm is really killing me. tmr have to wake up at 6 and i am not sleeping yet cos of the stupid project. the information are so hard to find and the time frame is so short. so pek chek now. we still couldnt find the information and we decided to make it up. hopefully they are correct.

i had htech interview test today. i think i was too nervous la. i ming ming know the answer the lor. but i dont know how come the answer that i said was different from what my mind was thinking. then the teacher also asked me a question about the terminology of the bone cells. I DONT KNOW THE ANSWER AT ALL! and i literally told the teacher i dont know lor. we didnt learn la. damn. wonder what my grades will be.

i am so sleepy.

Monday, July 02, 2007 , 11:37 PM

went to tb to have our dinner and then later to ah hui's house cos my parents wanted to meet my ah gu. anyway, we were watching harry potter. and there is this part where my mother scream suddenly and then i also scream. i wasnt even looking at the tv at that particular part when my mum scream la. i felt so stupid lor.

then back at school, our group just realised that we did 2 parts of our project wrongly. damn. then later cos we had about an hour break, we decided to go to the computer lab to research for more information. and its so tough. the information that we wanted cannot really be found on the net la. like, what happen after the rabbit is vaccine, where did the antigens go? this is killing me.

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