WHY CANT I

Friday, June 30, 2006 , 9:25 PM

29 june 2006 thursday

yeah.. we dont have hap tutorial today.. yes! yes! yes! i can go home 2 hours earlier.. so happy.. but after school i went to meet cheryl at tb... purpose? to get back my chemistry textbook.. and so happily.. cheryl forgot to bring it..

so we watch movie in the end.. just my luck.. my rating of the movie?? just average.. not very nice.. okay only..then we went home cause i need to reach home early.. my parents are coming home from dinner..

after eating.. my mum called my auntie and we found out that the family gathering this saturday is cancelled.. it seems like we are not holding the man yue celebration liao... oh well.. then i go out with my friends this saturday lor... even if they still have it.. i dont feel like going cos.. my parents are not going and if me and my sister go.. we will be very bored cos most of the people going are not from my this family side.. most of them are from the girl's side one.. morever.. i dont have sun feng che to come back.. so ma fan.. still have to take public transport and then their house also so far..eeks

today

well.. we ended school late again.. at 5 pm.. then we received a news that our oc tutorial will be shifted to wednesday at 4-5.. shit.. we will have to go home late again.. then on friday.. we will have 2 hours of break.. why like that one.. i want to go home early.. if biochemistry is our last period.. most likely we will be able to be dismiss early cos we always end fast.. but for oc.. no way will that happen.. she talk very slow and we go very slow.. so most of the time we will end at on time or over shot.. argh!!

anyway.. we got back 3 test paper today.. pipc.. oc and hap.. my grades..

pipc: cant remember shit..but then i know it is higher than 45/50..hehe i can also get half mark back.. cos teacher mak wrongly lor..

hap: 41.5/50

oc: 46.5/50

how i wish i got get higher.. it will then boost my moral higher and increase my chances of getting into a local university nus or ntu.. i shall work harder for my semesteral exams.. it is 40% of the overall grades.. go gurl.. i can do it.. believe in myself.. trust myself.. dont oput myself down..

i shall start studying on sunday since i am going out tmr..

Wednesday, June 28, 2006 , 6:18 PM

let me start from 25 june 2006

it is my maid's off day again.. thus.. me and my sister are the only ones that are left at home... and both 0f us woke up very late.. haha..at 1+.. and then there was no breakfast.. so we ended up eating maggie mee.. after that.. both of us went into our room and i started using the computer..

the first thing that comes to my mind when i went into my room was to open the window.. but guess what i saw on the outside of our window.................. it was a bird.... duh.. so i decided not to open the window at all but tried to chase the birdie away..

method 1: miki.. (too bad it was my dog that was afraid of the bird not the other way round)

method 2: knocking on the window..(nope.. no use too)

and so i decided to give up.. but as i was using the computer.. suddenly... i heard a loud sound and i saw the bird flying towards the window and knock itself onto the window.. omg la.. then i just saw the bird falling down.. maybe it fainted and die liao.. i dont know.. my sister and i got a shock.. eeks.. imgaine it.. plus the bird was not at all cute.. argh!!

it was only at about 8 + when i called my mother that she say that we can go to the coffeeshop to have our dinner.. oh my.. we were starving already..

26 june 2006 monday

it is the first day of school after the term break..(ai.. the thought of it already kills me.. ) we had practical first thing in the morning and then we would have our break.. i didnt finish my lunch at all.. all thanks to the biting plate.. i feel so hungry but i also dont feel like eating.. with the biting plate on me.. it is so hard for me to bite and chew on the things.. i think if this continue to go on like that i will slim down more... erm.... maybe it is a good thing.. hehe... also thanks to the biting pate.. i got laugh at by my friends.. even my teacher also ask me what is the thing on my teeth.. eeks..so embarrassing... how i wish i can take it off now..

anyway.. i got back my maths paper today too... hehe.. quite happy at the grades.. hehe............... i got................full marks.. that is 50/50... yeah.. first time i get full marks for a test.. actually it was only 47.5/50.. haha.. but because the teacher mark wrongly so i can claim for my marks... yeah!

27 june 2006 tuesday

i went back to school at 3 for my practical.. this time round.. the practical is so fun.. we get to measure our friend blood pressure.. hehe.. so i like become a nurse or doctor for a day.. haha.. and then my friends all cant seems to get the heart beat sound.. so i became the one that help to listen for the heart beat sound.. now i final know how the blood pressure machine works already.. i am not going to type in here.. so ma fan.. haha.. it is in my brain already.. learn one new thing today..hehe..

plus got one quite bad news from nw.. it seems like i have to continue wearing the biting plate til the next visit.. argh!! and the next visit is only IN AUGUST!!oh no......

28 june 2006 wednesday

yeah.. i can go home early on monday liao.. we will end school on 12.. hopefully the apel make up class dont land on that day.. (cos it was cancel today).. pls.. let it be a good news to me... because the apel class was cancelled.. we got 2 hours of break today and so we decided to go to the kfc and have our lunch.. and again i didnt finish my food.. so wasteful.. and then we got our biochemistry push toward.. so i can go home 1 hour earlier.. hehe.. then i also got back my biochemistry paper.. i got 34/40.. with this kind of grades.. i am so worried that i will not be able to get into the local university... i do not compete only in my own school but the whole singapore lor.. i have to buck up more.. but actaully i am quite happy that i am able to get this score.. hope i can keep it up and improve more..

Saturday, June 24, 2006 , 10:46 PM

yesterday...

my cousin poh kuan stayed in my house.. but i slept in my mother's room while my sister sleep with her... reason? they will talk and talk and talk.. then i cannot sleep liao.. we slept damn late.. why? my cousin want to watch tv lor.. then we pei her...

anyway.. before all that happen.. i went decided to go to tb first.. then i met ngern kia.. hehe.. she told me that there is a guitar bbq later in the day and ask me whether i going a not.. but in the first place i was not inform.. anyway.. i also not free since poh kuan coming to my house. so i never go lor.. me and my sister took a bus.. reached tb and bougth blank cds.. hehe.. i want to do something..

then the headache comes.. i need to choose the subjects that i want to take for the next semester and it is compulsory.. ai.. this will means that i wont be able to go home early.. so shit.. why this school got so many programmes want.. if i know so ma fan.. i should have gone to sp when they accept me.. why am i so stupid.. or maybe i should have stayed in jc.. i think i am starting to regret now... ai..

after that poh kuan reached my house liao then she watched her tv.. soon derrick came along and he bought his ps2.. at first i played with him.. then i got fed up.. i kept losing.. i cant seems to control the car properly.. especially at the sharp turns..guys are guys la... i dont know how come they can play such games without any problem.. ai..

its then tv time and we eat our dinner also... derrick and poh kuan all ate up the food.. maybe my maid's cooking is too cook compared to their home food.. haha.. poh kuan told me that there was once whereby her friend goes to her house and then have dinner there.. the conversation during the dinner goes like this:

friend: why you dont want to eat the vegetables.. your mother cook it one leh

cousin: you want you eat lor..

then before my cousin knew it.. her friend gobble up the food.. and the next minute... she puke it all out..

haha.. i think the food is really not nice to eat..

today..

since my cousin stayed in our house.. we decided to go kbox the next day.. and yes we went.. and still we are late be a few minutes.. as usual we order our food.. and then when the food came.. my rice was uncooked... wth.. then when i tried the chicken.. the sauce like spoil already.. my sister tried my rice too and she said it was uncooked.. see.. lousy service.. and the ice lemon tea was so SWEET! yucks.. what is wrong with the food today.. make me never finish the food at all..

then at about 2 plus.. the k box people ask us whether we want to go and see kuang liang a not... he is here in singapore and he would be in the kbox union at 3 and no extra charges will be charge on us.. but then... me and my cousin nto interested in those stuffs.. my sister worse.. she dont even know who is he.. haha.. so in the end.. we decided not to go..

we then change our route to chinatown cause poh kuan wants to cut her hair.. and thanks to derrick recommandation.. the salon was like those express cut one.. she dont like it.. and then she say she wants to go to the toa payoh one.. argh.. so we took the mrt to toa payoh..she cut her hair and we stared at her.. haha,, nothing to do.. i wanted to cut my hair also but it was expensive for poly/jc/ite/university students... so i changed my mind.. anyway i am afraid that later i cut my hair.. i would look ugly.. so after she cut her hair.. we go home liao lor..

then i have to help my sister to dye her hair back to black.. see so troublesome.. she shouldnt have dye it in the first place.. ai..

school is starting and i am going to die liao.. I HATE SCHOOL!

Thursday, June 22, 2006 , 6:23 PM

i was just feeling bored after i watch all the NGs stuff from the youtube.. so u decided to do some tickle questionaire.. and this is what i got..

the ultimate personality test... so true...

i am a poet ...meaning....

You are complex and artistic with a rich inner life. Chances are you're a bit shy and quiet, and you enjoy peaceful, comfortable environments. You're an interesting person to know, full of insights and inspiration, even though you're sometimes hesitant to express them.You enjoy intense one-on-ones or small, intimate dinner parties. You don't always make friends easily and you relish the ones you have. You don't like to juggle too much at work and can get stressed out by major job upheavals.

true right? well personally.. i think it is..

, 4:59 PM

I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!

stupid...met the same stupid bus driver again... yes.. it is the one that took away my ez link card.. so unlucky... my intention was not to board the bus.. but because i hurrying to get home.. i board the bus.. the look of his face.. SO SICK! how i wish he was fired la...

yes. this morning i went to the dental again.. it turns out that i still cannot take out the biting plate.. i am so worried that later my mouth goes out of shape.. oh no... it is so ugly.. anyway the dentist told me that i only left 3 more visit. but i dont believe him.. cos he tell my sis that she can take out liao.. but every visit.. he say cannot yet.. ai.. he said that.. the next visit he will change the wire into a thicker one.. after that he will put the top again then we will be done.. i wonder how long is it still going to take..

dental finish already.. we went to buy food at tangs.. bought a sugar cane juice..sushi and some snacks for my parents.. and yet... we realised that their worker actually bought the same thing that we bought for our parents.. ARGH!! why like that one.. but at least my parents still take it.. i hope they finish it...

at home.. hehe.. i was hook to youtube again.. these time round was to watch those NGs.. so funny..

YES!! I FINALLY FINISH WATCHING IT STARTED WITH A KISS LIAO..

the show is so nice but let people very easy get huan xiang zhen.. now.. me and my sis kept huan xiang-ing liao.. shit.. how i wish i could be as clever as zhi shu..

those who never watch this show.. i strongly recommend you to watch.. it a must. you wouldnt regret it...

Wednesday, June 21, 2006 , 12:07 PM

sunday 18 june

so stupid.. i recieved a stupid sms.. my friend wanted me to go back to school on tuesday to dicuss about our project.. i hate it.. super duper hate it.. argh..

anyway.. my parents also never work today cos we just return from taiwan.. how i wish time dont pass so fast.. in the afternoon, my mother's friend came to our house for a chit chat.. they talk sure damn long lor.. until at night when we go out for dinner.. they still talking.. haha.. i told my parents i want to go abc to eat cos i feel like eating the prawn mee.. but.. so idiotic.. i forgot the shop never open on sunday.. so shitty.. argh... after eating.. we go home liao.. but first we need to send my mother friend home also cos she just live near there.. but... while we were walking..my mother found out that we were beign followed.. so we walked damn fast. my mother suspect that the person had eaten some drugs.. cos he was staring at us with a weird expression and he cannot even walk properly.. swaying all the way.. eeks.. so scary..

monday 19 june

both my parents went to the shop to do some work so that tmr they can start work liao.. i hate it.. time really flies so fast.. why... when we are in pain we want the time to flies very fast.. when we get what we want we want the time to stop..this is so simple but true.. ai. but all these never really happens..

anyway.. in the afternoon.. i went to dental.. to get my biting plate.. it is so ugly.. when i talk or smile.. it can be seen lor.. eeks.. i cant even talk or speak properly.. alot of saliva also.. ai.. then now my mouth look so weird.like a duck like that.. how i wish i can take it off now.. after that.. we went to my dad's eldest brother house.. talk and talk.. so fun.. happy..happy.. but again..time flies.. so go home liao..

then i very hungry cos i just ate porridge.. so in the end i decided to cook maggie mee.. but it turns out that i wasnt really able to bite it.. it sure took a long time for me to eat..

tuesday 20 june

my parents had start to work and early in the morning.. i have gone to school.. after that i went to the dental again.. cos i break one of the bracket.. when when i went there is turns out that if i broke the upper bracket... it is okay one.. wa lao... i got call the dental centre lor.. then they still tell me that i need to go back.. when i go back they say no need.. ai... liek making a fool out of me.. so embarassing.. but then i saw natheli (dont know how to spell her name..opps... i didnt realise that we were registered under the same dental centre..so cool

anyway.. after that i went home.. then fish came to my house to collect all her things.. then we talked about my trip in taiwan and the politics there.. so fun...

wednesday 21 june

fish say she dont want to go out with us tmr already.. she is always like that one.. always put ge zhi.. ai.. watch tv today only.. then tmr.. i will need to go dental again.. so troublesome...

Sunday, June 18, 2006 , 1:39 PM

Wednesday, June 7

emergency.. miki is bleeding and I dont know what to do.. I am panicking like crazy.. someone had to help.. how I wish I could bring miki to the vet myself but I got exams.. I am so worried like shit.. I cried when I reached my mum’s shop.. luckily the vet there is open liao.. so I asked my sister to bring miki over there at 10. once it is open.. when I went back home.. the vet actually told my sister that maybe miki has cancer or maybe it is just ulcer.. shit.. what if miki really have cancer.. I am so scared.. I want miki to be healthy.. he is not very old yet.. noo.. luckily.. now miki is not bleeding already.. but my maid say we have to tie miki up in case he bleed again..

Thursday, June 8

yeah.. we are confirm going to taiwan… yeah.. I can go shopping liao.. so happy.. so we went down to the travel agency again.. this time round we went there to pay money.. haha…I am so happy!!

Friday, June 9

i have to go back to the dental again.. they broke my teeth mould.. now they need me to go back to take the mould again.. luckily I can make it after my exams.. but in the end I am still late.. my sister also.. ai.. we are also late for our dental.. it’s a good thing that they never take $5 from me.. if they take from me.. I will kill them.. it is their fault so I shouldn’t be the one paying the sterilisation fee.. after that we shop for a while.. then we went home.. before that I went to crescent to buy my medicine and take a list of things fish wants me to buy.. yeah.. I cant wait for Sunday to arrive…

saturday 10 june

went out to k box with my cousin poh kuan.. i dont know what is wrong with me.. the whole day my voice got problem.. i cant sing properly.. ai.. after that we went to my sister school fun fair.. i think we went there a bit too late liao.. because by the time we reached there.. almost all the shops close liao.. so in the end, we decided to go to tb to wait for my sister first.. haha..so in order to excerise.. i decided to walk there.. my poor cousin had to suffer with me also.. haha.. but all the excerise is dump to the dustbin.. for dinner.. we ate kfc.. AHHH! so fattening!! after eating.. i went to buy medicine for my trip to taiwan.. so idiotic.. the people dont want to give me back the medicine i had last time.. i am so damn worried later the medicine got no effect on me.. the feeling is terrible.. ARGH!! fish also asked me to buy so many things.. i think my lagguage is going to be very heavy.. then home sweet home.. and PACK BAG!!

sunday 11 june to saturaday 17 june

all of us woke up very early.. we have to reach by 6.30 am.. so early.. so we reached taiwan at about 1pm.. so fun.. because not all our tour member reached yet.. haha.. then we got one day free.. yeah.. shopping shopping.. cool.. so fun.. but then we met stupid people.. so idiotic.. they are making a fool of me.. i queue up to buy a ice cream then when it is our turn they ask me to queue the other side.. then when it is our turn again.. they ask us to queue back to the original queue we were qeueing in the first place.. ARGH! so in the end we decided not to buy.. but then i see got no more people so i asked my mother to go and buy again.. then the stupid people do the same thing again.. my mother got so angry and scolded them.. haha.. so cool.. mother rock sia!! i wouldnt there to do that!! we also ate the ah zhong mee sua.. so nice.. yummy.. but there is no seats.. so we have to stand to eat..

the next day and so on... the bus rides are damn long.. sit until my butt pain.. morever.. the roads are very BUMPY!!! so ROCKY!! the bus kept "jumping" then cannot sleep properly..my sister so unlucky.. she kept bumping her head on the wall.. ohhh.... the stupid bus also got a lot of flies.. i wanted to kill them.. they kept biting on me.. my whole face so itching.... wth lor..

there also got a lot of night market.. so cool.. but they also very cruel.. i saw them hanging snake down from a rope.. then their blood were still dripping.. imagine.. YUCKS! i also saw them grilling the prawn alive.. AHHH!!! so CRUEL!! i still remember seeing those prawn jumping up and down.. i cant stand the look on it..

haha..bought quite a number of clothes and accessories.. haha i also bougth something back for you all.. enjoy.. but not food.. sorry.. its a keychain.. i find it so cute.. i also bought books and cds back too.. they are so much cheaper.. except for the magazine... but most of the books were for fish one.. i was so damn worried the singapore police will not let us pass.. maybe they will think that we bought teh books so that we can sell.. like that they will collect tax from us.. but luckily they never check.. heng... anyway fish things cost $506.80.. so much right.. so imagine how many things she ask me to buy... she better pay me back.. if not i die....

a lot of nice food there.. yum.. but the smelly beancurd.. is really damn smelly.. i cant stand it.. i wonder why my sister so like it.. yucks.. the night market are so crowded... it cant seems to finish shopping..but like usual.. we were almost always the last one to go back to the coach.. so embarrasing.. at the hotel.. i everyday watch mtv.. so cool.. too bad we dont have the channel over here at my house.. and there are so many channels over there.. more than 100.. wow.. if i were to stay there.. i dont think i will study liao.. everyday.. i will watch tv everyday.. haha

at the airport.. we so unlucky again.. we lost a lagguage.. my maid's lagguage is gone.. i stand ther wait for long still dont have.. so we assume that maybe one of the people took the wrong lagguage.. luckily that person return it back to us.. then at last home sweet home.. then so qiao.. the taxi driver actaully knew my dad.. ai..i am actually quite relcutant to go back home.. come back home means school is going to start.. so irriating.. then my parents also going to work liao.. happy memories are always so short..

today is....

FATHER'S DAY!! i wish all the fathers all over the world HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! especially my dad..

Saturday, June 10, 2006 , 10:04 AM

reasons why i never update

1) busy watching my show.. it stated with a kiss

2) studying for my exams

WARNING! CAUTION! you are going to enter my world...

BIG events that happened over the pass few weeks..

monday...

my parents had finally decided to go overseas either taiwan or hong kong... well actually is my mother that is the one who make the finally decision cause all of us wanted to go overseas except my mum

thursday

we went to the travel agency.. finally.. we found one that has a tour to go to taiwan.. yeah.. but i was also worried cause we still need the approval of my maid's visa.. so shit.. if her visa is not approve then all of us will not be able to go to taiwan

sat

dental.. after that i went to pass the necessary stuffs to the travel agency.. its done.. went home.. and study

sun

cheryl come to my house to study... but oh well.. actually i think we talk more than we study.. haha... at night go down to the travel agency again.. dont quite remember the reason why..

continue later.. going out now

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