WHY CANT I

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 , 4:07 PM

i just realised that our first day in perth will be totally free and easy. damn. i need to surf the net and see what we can do there. so busy. i still have to finish my csas and study for my term test.

by the way, i didnt go to schol today. hehe. i decided to pon my japanese lecture.

GANBATTE!

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 , 3:53 PM

one project down. finally, i had finished my japanese project. though this is not the first time that i am presenting and i am not as against it as before, i am stil nervous. my voice like kana stuck. not only that, the teacher looked so bored la. i think cos i am the last third student and he has been hearing the same thing for many years le. i asked yu mei whether the teacher looked bored or not. luckily, she said that he is. if not, i think my project really sucks.

we got the air tickets le. my uncle is so funny. he took our passports but he passed us all the air tickets. so weird. must well he just keep it all.

Saturday, May 26, 2007 , 6:09 PM

i went to school for the pottery class and it is so obvious that i am not a design student. my product all looks sucking. some of the students work were quite nice. looks like i dont have any talent in this area.

well, anyway, i went to my cousin's house later and i am the first one to reached. as time past, more and more people came but there was none that i know. and when it was time for food, the people that i knew started to reach the place.

and finally, i knew my niece's name. its jenna. and she was celebrating her 1 year old birthday. there was nothing special only that i knew that there was a virus spreading around. my cousins all got sick one after another. the virus now are so dangerous.

helen and augustin both asked my whether i have a boyfriend or not. the answer is so obvious. of course not. i dont have a glowing face. lol. neither was there someone trying to woo me. i think that this kind of thing would be best to let the nature take it's course. in fact, i think that my first boyfriend would be when i start to work.

anyway, at about 4 plus, i took augustin's car and he sent me to the nearest mrt station. at least i dont have to take a bus out there.

Friday, May 25, 2007 , 6:10 PM

i went to watch pirates with nw and fish after my school ends. the show wasnt nice. actually, i felt that it was quite boring. there wasnt any climax. well, there was another mission that i had to accomplished today. that is to buy a birthday present for my niece. hehe. i dont remember her name. oops. so bad of me.

i have to go to her birthday party alone. me alone there. my parents are not going cos they had to work. my sister is also not going cos she would be having her chinese o level on monday. i will just have to go there after my pottery lesson in school

anyway, after watching the movie at marina square, we went to vivo. i thought of wanting to shop there cos GSS has started and there would be many discount. so, nw and i went there while fish went back home to study.

and when we reached there, i realised that my favourite shop, pull and bear doesnt have any discount. so sad. ai. but anyway, i still need to buy the present for my niece. and in the end, i decided to buy clothes from fox. looks like i didnt buy anything for myself again. we also went into gap kids section and i realised that threre are some clothes that i can fit into it. lol. so funny. i am so short.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 , 5:13 PM

i decided to pon my japanese lecture. so here i am now. home early. haha. if not i will have to stay on school till 7. that's so late la. in between, i will have 4 h of break la. nah. i dont want to rot in school

anyway, today was also my first aimm lab. the practical was fast. its the answering of the question that takes the damn whole lot of time. ms chew wanted to chase us out by 2. at the back, i anyhow do de. for a 3 marks question, my answer is only 2 lines. ahh.. i think my drawing sucks too. she told us that the students in mr poh class had gone off le, but when we left the place, wa lao. the class was still very full la. she bluffed us. lol

Monday, May 21, 2007 , 4:59 PM

Australia, here i come.

i am going to australia perth on the 8th june. the date when i finished my exams. haha. so fast. this time, we are going with my cousins. at first, my parents only asked about going to vietam. but then later, my uncle say not worth it. then he asked my parents to ask about perth. and then there is still air tickets and so in the end, we decided to go there. hehe. i am going to be back only on the 14th june. its a 6 days 5 nights trip

actually, i am scared. i am scared that later it will be like the singexpress. cheat us of our mood. but then, we paid all the money le. they say we have to pay it on the spot cos its the promotion price de. of course we dont have so much cash la. so we have to spilt it up. some on cash some by nets. so ma fan. by the way, this time i am taking sia. haha. can go to terminal 2 le.

anyway, back to school stuffs. i had htech quiz today. damn. 2 marks gone le. argh! then today, i also got back my aimm quiz paper. i've got 29/30. not bad. my teacher told us that the result range from the extreme to the extreme. this means that the result range from 0 to 30. she told us that she dont know is her teacher method that is wrong or we students didnt study. i dont know too.

Sunday, May 20, 2007 , 2:56 PM

IF YOU HAVE ONE MORE DAY, WHAT WILL YOU DO??

i think most of us dont like to reflect. i remembered when i was in stc, whenever the teacher told us to write reflection, we will grumble. however, i think that we did reflect at times. its just that we did that without our own knowledge. do you asked yourselves questions? i did.

i think the most common questions that we asked were "what if..." what if i had study for my exams? what if i have bought this? i think this is also a kind of reflection.

and if i were to give you one more day to do anything that you like, what will you do. will you go back to your school days, having fun with your friends, going out with you boyfriend or girlfriend, husband or wife or you will just go back to your immediate family members and spent your last few hours with them?

i would choose to spent time with my family members and tell them how sorry i am. sorry for all those mistakes that i had made in the past.

i had just finished a book written by mitch albom, for one more day. nice book. we could all put our life on the right track before we regret.

Friday, May 18, 2007 , 1:40 PM

today is the ccn day. oh my god. it so ma fan. after the morning mgen lecture, i went to the supermarket across my school with ernest and han yang. later, johan and lyn went to meet us. in the supermarket, they wanted to buy green tea and milk tea. and then i know that their blueberry green tea is actually just the addition of the yeo's green tea to the blueberry syrup. diaox.

anyway, they bought the wrong green tea. instead of buying 3 bottles of yeo's green tea, they bought 1 yeo's and 2 japanese green tea. the japanese green tea is not nice. it smells like the chinese tea. i dont even dare to try it. well anyway, back at the stall, its so messy and so unorganise. that's how i feel la. cos we were only trying to test the water at the last minute.

the price lists that i made had also become useless cos we change the drinks that we are going to sell. when it was my lesson time, tj and ym went to take over us. i am practically screaming at the guys la. haha. its so funny lor. i heard from tj that after we left for our class ym also got screamed at the guys. oops. i showed the unglam side of me. hehe

the last lesson was csas and i totally dread and hate that lesson. she is so naggy. and now, i have to redo my research again. damn. its the third time already. waste my time. she dont know how to give instruction lor. arggh!! hate doing research. anyway, i got back my aimm tutorial quiz le. 10.5/15. low but okay la. i didnt expect any high than this.

we went back to the stall after out lesson finished and i stayed there till 5 plus. it was quite amazing that we managed to have profit. haha. and when i left school, i went to vivo to meet nw. and we went shopping. i saw alot of clothes that i like esp the topshop one. but its so ex. ah!!! why the shirt that i like has no sale???

the bags are so messy. never organise properly.

the table is so messy. plus the table is so wet. frankly, i wont feel like going to buy stuff from the stall if i am a customer

that's the crowd but they are not comingt to our stall. see the balloons? the people all want to get the balloons. even lyn. lol

that's jun jie stiring the milk and the milo. well, eventually, the milk arent even for sale. actually, it turns sour.

that's the group of guys without johan. lol. the guy in the green shirt is ben. he is not involved in it but he came to help anyway.

tj making the drinks.

and that's me drink the water that i made.. muhaha.. i didnt pay for that. oops.

lyn and tj sharing a single piece of pizza.haha. so funny. actually. all 4 of us share this same piece of pizza

me and tj

its me again

we shopped till 7 plus and then went to superhotdog to have our dinner. i remembered seeing some people holding on to the coupon when i went to meet nw. but when we wanted to eat liao, there was no more coupon. i almost wanted to get from the dustbin la. luckily, someone started giving out the coupon later.

and after shopping we went back to shop until 9 plus. but i bought nothing. we went practically into every shop in vivo. when i got back home, i realised that my sis and maid had actually went to vivo too. guess vivo is too big for us to bump into one another

Thursday, May 17, 2007 , 3:43 PM

i've gotten back my mgen tutorial quiz le. not bad i score 24/25. 1 mark is gone cos of my careless mistake. hai

anyway, i just check my seal points thing and damn it, the event that i went on saturday got no points added to my overall grades. so shit. it is only stated on my transcript lor. ahhhh! ernest better give me my seal points for the ccn thing. if he dont, i am going to kill him.

by the way, i just went to do this visual thingy and it is so accurate. its so cool.

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if you guys have the time, read it and tell mw whether its accurate or not..

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 , 3:09 PM

it turns out that i didnt have to go to school early in the morning. it has been confirm that project 1 is an individual work. only the project 2 is a group work. oh well, so i slept till 10 plus. and wheni i woke up, i decided to do my japanese project on sake and i managed to finish it.

and so, i went to school only at 2.30pm. luckily i finished my sake project cos the teacher wants it next week. he wants to see the draft first. but this time round, the japanese class wasnt as fun as the last week one. in fact, it was just like my french class. oh well, i've got no choice.

Monday, May 14, 2007 , 11:29 PM

all this thing is getting so irriating and complicated. i am suppose to have my htech (histological techniques) practical tmr de. but cos i am in grp 3 and we are suppose to do our project 1 first, i am pretty sure that i dont have to go to lab tmr. then the thing is whether the research for project 1 is we have to do it as a group or as individual. this problem arises cos in the practical manual, it is stated that the interview fro project 1 is done individually. then if project 1 is assess individually, then what's the use if researching as a group.

argh! now i cannot get to sleep early. it looks like most of us were unclear on what to do. then amy suggested that she will give a call to dr khin early the next morning. well looks like i have to wake up at 8 and look at my sms. if there is no need to go to school i can still sleep until 11. if there is a need, then too bad for me. i have to wake up at 9.

anyway, after school, i went to meet my sister at bugis cos she wanted to change a short that she bought from there. reason being is that the shorts she bought was too small for her. i can wear. but, it doesnt look nice on me. then we couldnt contact my parents also cos they FORGOT to bring their hp. this is so ridculous. how can they forget to bring their phone la?

so, the only thing that we can do is to wait for them to give us a call. by the way, they went to woodlands with my ah pei and ah me to see the casino and global warming exhibtion. its so shocking that my parents will be interested in the environment stuff. my mum told me that they dont understand the exhibition cos its all in english. but my ah pei went to ask someone to translate and explain the stuff written there in chinese to my parents. haha. so funny.

anyway, we went to vivo again to have our dinner there. i actually wanted to try the 黑涩会 there de but my mum dont dare to go in. -_-''' she says it looks scary. well but i find it posh.

before we found a place to eat, we saw alan and his dad at vivo too. well actually, my dad spotted him. then alan's dad also spotted us and alan made a call to my mum. oh my god, he wanted to meet us la. but my parents told him that we were going home le. we quickly went downstairs and decided to have our dinner at dian xiao er. the food there are so ex. we spent $94 there.

then my mum so bad. she lied to me and my dad that alan is just nearby. then my dad and i ran back into the resturant and hide and the she is laughing her head off. so bad. and after eating, we actually wanted to go to the singtel shop cos my mum want to change her plan and asked about the mio. but cos we were afraid of meeting up with alan, we decided to go home straight. and cos its not yet 8pm, we went into the giant first. but i am so unluckily la. i've got 胃风 again. i hate this. i cant shop lor. err.

Sunday, May 13, 2007 , 3:56 PM

its mother's day today and we are not going out to eat cos i have tests tmr. i told my mum its okay but she say studies more important. oh well, then we have it postponed to tmr.

i was studying my aimm when i came to the section about the MHC Class I molecules when i realised that i might have one of mcq question done wrongly for my friday test. damn, it spoilt my mood greatly. i dont feel like studying le and so i decided to blog first and then go back to it. argh!! i have a feeling that i am not going to do very well for my aimm test on friday de. its 15 marks in total. but the short question which is 10marks, i dont have any confidence that i could get at least 6 marks,. i was told from my friend that there are 10 differences in total for the primary and secondary responses. but all i could get was only 6 differences and i dont even know whether they are right or not.

ah!! i have a feeling that i would only get a 9 mark for this paper only. fed up. i am so fed up.

oh well, i dont know what's wrong with my mother but she keeps wanting to introduce me to one of her customer. that customer is a guy and he's learning medicine currently, wanting to be doctor. my mother wanted us to talk about medicine together. but hello.... my knowledge and his knowledge?? i dont want to embarrass myself.

Friday, May 11, 2007 , 3:37 PM

i finished my aimm test too. well that's nothing to be happy about too cos there are still test next monday on aimm and fpath again. i am too tired le la.

anyway, i'hv got 3 hours of break in total again. then the morning mgen lecture, i dont really understand what the teacher was talking about. and so lyn and i decided to go to the library to look for the mgen book and read through it. luckily, the recommanded text is there.

and after that one hour break, we proceeded to the 9 level of the library cos we were going ot have our research skills lesson there. while walking there, i saw this damn thick book and its on law. and its only on one particular topic of it, the law of copyright. its really very thick. oh my god, i dont know how my cousin studied law. lol

anyway. this is also the first time when our csas lesson ends earlier. probably cos she is not the one teaching. but damn there's alot of bad news la. yesterday the teacher gave us a sudden accouncement and asked us to bring our article that we want to use for our research skill tests. and then we can have another alternative that is hypertension AND diabetes. take note, she captalized and. and so i had to seach on the net to find a new article cos i dont want to do on food mircobiology.

and on today's lesson, she said it had been change to hypertension OR diabetes. wu lao. waste my ink, paper and time. and then, 2 weeks later there would be a research skills test. its oral presentation. after that week, there would be a background test. and on that same particular week, i have another presentation for my japanese test on sake. damn i have to do all the researching thing again.

and then after all the stupid projects, it would be term test. i wanted to do my researching stuffs on the weekends and damn cant cos of the 2 tests on monday. i am going to go crazy!!!

damn, hate all this stuffs. well anyway, i went to tb after school and have my dinner there with my maid. i dont have to bother about my sister since she is out with her friends playing after her mid year exams. i am so tired!!!!

Thursday, May 10, 2007 , 3:27 PM

finally, i finished both my mgen and fpath tests. now, i still have one more to go. and that's my aimm. i am always afraid of my aimm test. and i dont know why. mgen and fpath was okay. fpath test was actually peer marking and i got full marks. mgen, i dont know. hopefully it will turns out well too.

during the fpath lesson before the teacher came in, ernest said that there are more than 10 people in our class that has GPA of more than 3.5. oh shit. this means war. i have to work damn hard. i want to get diploma with merit.that would mean that i have to be in the top 5% of the cohort. god bless.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007 , 3:18 PM

went to school for 2 hours again. anyway, after the lessons, i decided to not go home striaght. i have decided. i want to take my theory test soon. and so, i went to popular to buy my basic theory book. i flipped through the first few pages and i feel that some of the information are quite common sense. but not all. those at the back are things that i dont know about. well, i want to pass my theory test in just one time.

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 , 3:10 PM

we didnt do much things on monday. so there isnt much things to blog on it. and so, i am going on to my tuesday's events. its my first practical since the start of the school. well i couldnt say that its really is a practical session cos the teacher only explained to us about the things we would be doing in the next few lessons. and so, the practical sessions ended after 1 h.

lyn and i then decided to have our lunch and then to the library to study for our upcoming fpath (fundamentals of pathology) and aimm (applied immunology) and mgen (molecular genetics) tests. that's alot right??!! fpath and mgen would having it together on thursday. aimm would be on friday.

and since we haven used the study room in our school before, we decided to try it out. and we booked it for 3 h since the next lesson would only be at 4. and that lesson would be japanese. at around 4, we left the library and went to our classroom.

the teacher holding the lesson today is not kubo, our usual teacher. it looks like one of his family members had pass away and he couldnt have his lesson with us today. oh well, never mind. the teacher that was reliefing him was damn funny. now i wonder, how comefrench lesson isnt as fun as this??

Saturday, May 05, 2007 , 3:08 PM

i went to school to attend my cca stuffs. this time with lyn only. the rest couldnt make it. we went to make okonmiyaki. the thing is that food taste quite like roti prata only with many toppings on it.anyway, it taste okay too. not too bad.

Friday, May 04, 2007 , 2:51 PM

its a mixutre of good and bad news. firstly the good news was that mgen lecture was cancelled. the bad news - i still have to reach school by 9 one hour later than the usual friday. the purpose of me having to go to school so early cos my group were having a discussion to come up with the final answer to the fpath tutorial question.

i decided to bring my laptop to school too though later i would be going to watch spiderman 3 with nw cos i predicted that i would have to rot alone for about 3 hours. and i am not wrong. but then thing was that i couldnt log on to the net at all. i was configuring my laptop till 11 plus when i decided to give up and go to have my lunch. on the way back to AS, i saw tj and ym. they were having their fpath discussion too. later jm came by and i asked her whether she knows how to configure the laptop or not. she said yes so i gave it to her to do it. before that, i had asked help from leslie. he said that i had to bring my laptop to the cyber centre for them to do it.

oh well, it turns out that he was right as jm too cant do it. in the end, it turns out that the school hasnt really support window vista totally yet. so, whether i can use the net in the school has to really depends on luck. luckily, my laptop is able to identify the network and volia, i can use the net in school already

after that, its csas. the lesson is very boring. in my opinion, the teacher speak quite slowly lor. the teacher also use the time to the last minute. i doubt csas will ever be let off early. and so, in the end, nw waited for me at citylink for quite a long time.

well, after meeting her, we went to marina mac to have our early dinner first. then we went to gv to watch spiderman 3. haha. i bought the tickets yesterday at vivo le. i think if we were to buy it today instead, i guess we woukd be sitting at the first few rows.

by the time spiderman 3 finishes, it was already 9. and so we headed home after buying the hokkiado ice cream. hehe. 124 was very packed when it came to the bus stop. luckily i managed to squeeze up the bus. if not, i guess i would have to wait very long for the next bus to come.

Thursday, May 03, 2007 , 11:10 PM

its my dad's birthday today.. so after all my school stuffs have been settled i went to vivo to look for his present as well as to buy his birthday cake..so by the time everything is done.. it was 5 plus le.. i didnt manage to buy my dad's present cos i find the clothes doesnt really suit him..

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007 , 4:55 PM

so sad.. my hopes are dashed..when i know that NUS allow graduates from my course to take medicine..i am so happy.. very happy.. and then i set my mind wanting to take medicine course... and now when i went to check for the admisison stuff.. i realised that i still need to hand in lots of form in addition to the ususal procedures.. some of the points are still okay..but the ones regarding on cca... die.. i think the chances are damn low la.. argh!! HEADACHE! oh man.. i want to study medicine.. the things that i am interested are mostly under the school of medicine.. heck care le la.. just care for my studies first.. i think i would be joining the sub com...

Tuesday, May 01, 2007 , 4:43 PM

i went to k box with nw and fish.. we wanted to go to the marina one.. but by the time we were suppose to register for a room.. there were no more room left.. the rest that we allowed in were all reservation.. and so we decided to go to the suntec one.. being kaisu.. i called to book a room while we were walking there..

ai ya.. i thought i would have good food to eat.. but the food doesnt turn out to be nice to eat.. instead.. i dont like the food at all.. the curry sauce can turn jelly after 1 hour.. eeks.. so digusting.. my god. i wonder whether it will also turn into gel like form in my stomach or not..lol..

anyway.. we sang till 3 when the system kana cut off.. at least this was better then the one i went to last time.. the system cut off at exactly the time when we were suppose to leave the room.. too bad.. but anyway.. after k.. i went back to tb with nw cos i wanted to buy a laptop cover while nw wanted to buy the vcd where yu zhe is actually acting as a "extra".. she is just so in love with him..

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