WHY CANT I

Monday, May 29, 2006 , 11:37 PM

went to school early.. during my second break.. i played chinese chess... so exciting.. it is either i win or i lose.. then the teacher came.. wa lao.. cannot play already.. so sad.. i wanted to know what will be the outcome of the game.. ai..

after school ends.. i went to meet my parents at my uncle house.. my mum had to go there since she left the pillow she bought long long time ago there.. after that we went to have our dinner then home.. at least i manage to buy something.. energy bar. haha.. like that i can save money already.. eat energy bar.. haha..

after i reached home.. i was so excitied about the chinese game that i played in school.. so using my memory.. i decided to show my dad.. what i didnt know was that.. he told me to leave the chess set like that.. and he wants to play with me.. duh... obviously i lose la.. my dad say my skill has improve but the only problem was that i am not willingly to have my chess piece eaten up.. haha.. that's true..

Sunday, May 28, 2006 , 5:05 PM

yesterday was so FUN! but the morning test destroyed my mood a little bit.. i am so angry.. how could i be so careless.. 2 marks gone liao.. argh...wth.. i think my reaction was a bit too big.. my friends all looked at me and laugh.. this was because i want to get into university ma..if i can low marks.. i would not even be able to think about it.. ai..

anyway after the make up lecture.. i went to bugis to meet cheryl first.. i got 2 mission..

1) to buy present for carmen

2) to buy present fro my maid..

i am so busy.. hehe.. both of us ate at delifrance and drank the same water from the same store.. then the problem came.. both of us feel so bloated and both of us got stomache.. i wonder.. which is the root of the problem.. personally.. i think it might be the bread cos although me and cheryl bought the water from the same store.. we bought different drinks whereas we ate the same bread..

plus i was just enlightened yesterday that actually tiramsu got alcohol.. how stupid can i get.. i think last time i ate the ice cream was fake one.. all of them just taste like chocolate.. until... yesterday.. ai. me so stupid

at night.. i went to swensen to meet nw carmen uma reg and stef.. we had so much fun.. but carmen came 2 hours late..wow!.. plus my pocket also kana "burn".. spend too much money already.. i think i am going bamkrupt already.. hehe.. then we took neoprint.. so fun.. hehe... after that we went searching for clothing.. i saw a few pieces that i like.. but then i think they are a bit too small.. so... nvm lor..

went home late.. reach at 10 plus.. luckily my mum never scold me.. she just said ai.... hehe

today

so boring.. watch tv only.. now i am thinking of how to write my journal.. still got hap homework.. die..time is so not enough..

Wednesday, May 24, 2006 , 6:02 PM

21 may

went to east coast to celebrate my aunties birthday.. i dont realy quite want to go cos i want to watch finish my da chang jin.. but i still go in the end.. if i dont go.. it will be so weird.. like never give her face.. the wind was damn strong lor.. derrick's went slanted.. haha.. we went to eat and then cycle.. i was really very relcutant to cycle.. i wanted to go home.. but my cousins and derrikc wanted to cycle and they dont allow me to go home cos they say i very sao xing.. it was until when i got really mad then they allowed me to go home.. by that time.. i dont want to go home liao.. it is like i force them to allow me to get home.. so in the end.. i also cycle.. after that we played games with my auntie's friends and all of us won cholocate except derrick cos he went away..

reached home at around 7 + and i was glued to the tv.. i watch da chang jin.. haha.. at last i managed to finish it.. it is also the first time i see my parents so glued to the tv.. haha.. so this prove that the show is very nice.. felt like watching again.. coolz...

22 may

i was very relcutant to go to school.. i dont know why.. i feel like staying at home.. so.. i went to school in a bad mood.. after school ends.. i went to meet my parents and we had dinner in tiong bahru.. thai express.. the food was not bad.. it is the price that i am concern with.. i find it too ex.. ai..

23 may

went to school early in the morning for make up lecture.. so tired.. alot of my classmates pon lor.. i also wanted to pon but i was afraid that later got pop quiz.. ai.. but in the end.. there was no pop quiz.. if i had known earlier.. i will pon..so after the lecture we got 3 hours of break.. our lessons only start at 12.. so during that time.. i did my homework and then showed some of the magic trick to my friends.. then we went to had our lunch and then to lesson.. we finished early again... whooo... but too bad we had to stay in school for another 2 hours cos we had make up tutorial also.. so waste time.. but then i also need to do the poster.. so i make use of the time and voda.. i finished it.. haha

today

we were late for our pipc tutorial today.. then my classmates saw that there was another guy in the class so we thought that there was still lessons going on.. hence we never enter the class.. then my pipc teacher got very angry.. it was so scary.. the atmosphere was also very tense.... then we also got pop quiz.. sure hope that i can get everything correct.. i want to get into a university.. i want.. must study like crazy.. ask my cp teacher today.. she says that it is better to get into the local university.. i also know that.. but the problem is that i am worried i cannot get in.. getting into a private one was my alternative way.. ai.. so fan..

also i nearly missed my mrt stop today.. after i read my today.. i plan to close my eyes for a rest.. but i didnt know that i really fell asleep.. it was so lucky that i woke up just at my stop.. if not.. i think i would travel all the way to jurong already.. heng...

Saturday, May 20, 2006 , 9:33 PM

sat 13 may

watch mi3 with nw.. the movie is a bit unrealistic.. so fake.. watch it and you will know why.. but now.. i find tom cruise handsome.. hehe..

after we went to bugis.. i wanted to buy a bag.. so nice...... cheryl also wanted it.. so we met up with her and went searching around the bugis street for the bag.. we explore a number of the shop and found one that has the cheapest price.. so in the end.. we bought the bag at $33... still a bit expensive though.. at least it is cheaper that the shopping centre price by $6.50..

then cheryl proposed to go to suntec.. she is going there to collect her hp.. send there to repair on friday cause her hp got problem..

at night.. i went to geylang to attend a ritual.. i think.. for vesak day one.. hehe.. after that we went to lavender for our dinner.. or.. do ou called that a supper already?? haha

sunday 14 may

it's MOTHER'S DAY

wanted to buy the ipamper initially.. but in the end i drop the idea.. there are a few reasons.. but i am too lazy to type out.. hehe..early in the morning.. i went to help out at my mother's store with my sister.. both the workers are not there to help them.. ai.. i am so sleepy.. i could hardly keep my eyelids open.. so at about 11 plus i asked my mother whether i can leave the shop earlier at 1 o clock.. my mother say okay.. anyway she also know that i haven done a lot of my homework and i haven study for my upcoming exams.. so.. i went home and fell asleep.. slept for 2 hours then force myself to study..

at night.. my parents actaully wanted to try the food at Hans but because they finished their work late.. we ate at the coffeeshop to celebrate mother's day.. so sad..

monday 15 may

went to Hans for dinner.. one conclusion.. my parents dont like the food there.. the food i ordered is also not to my liking.. so in the end.. we didnt finish our food at all.. reached home at about 9.. i did my online hw which includes a personality test and a life mission report..

found out that i am a goldfish-angelfish.. one thing that make me very angry is that while i am doing the life mission report i accidently click on the wrong thing.. and there it goes.. i have to redo the whole thing again.. i was the last to sleep.. so poor thing right...

goldfish-angelfish character traits:

goldfish
Potential Strengths
Careful (Conscientious), Accurate (doing right the first time), Precise, Anaytical, Logical, Hard-working, Sensitive, Planner, Organised (Orderly, Timely, Scheduled, Systematic), Well-Mannered (Cultured), Disciplined, Compliant, Persistent, Detailed (Thorough, Meticulous), Loyal (Faithful), Gifted, Intellectual, Restrained (Self-Controlled), Comfortable with Facts and Figures
Potential Check Points
Fussy, Perfectionist to a fault, Over-Critical, Over-Suspicious (Sceptical), Over-Rigid (Policy must be adhered at all cost, inflexible), Over-Traditional (Conservative), Resentful (Bitter), Unforgiving (Revengeful), Difficult (hard to get along), Too Sensitive, Moody, Lonesome, Easily Depressed, Lacking in Humour, Uninvolved (Withdrawn), Not-Practical (Too Theoretical), Pessimistic

angelfish

Potential Strengths
Calm (Gentle, Mild, Controlled), Peaceful (Mediating), Amiable (Friendly in a reserved manner), Kind, Patient (Tolerant, Good with Routines), Easygoing (Obliging, Agreeable, Adaptable), Cooperative (Non-Assertive), Contented (Satisfied), Consistent (Predictable), Diplomatic (Tactful, Inoffensive), Slow and Steady, Persistent, Good Listener, Loyal (Faithful, Dependable), Pleasant, Restrained (Self-Controlled)
Potential Check Points
Compromising (in excess), Aimless (lacking in ambition or direction in life), Lack Initiative, Lazy, Unenthusiastic, Uninvolved (Withdrawn), Indecisive, Boring (Dull, Plain), Over-Kan-Cheong (Anxious, Fearful), Worrisome, Too Slow (Sluggish), Bo-Chap (Indifferent), Stingy (Calculative),Reluctant, Pessimistic

tues to fri..

cant rmb

today

will be brief.. i very tired aready.. hehe

went to watch da vinci code with uma nw reg stef and fish.. the movie is boring.. maybe bacause i knew the storyline already.. ai.. after that we went to take neprint.. my favourite.. hehe.. so long never take neoprint again.. i hope our stc friendship can last for a lifetime.. they are the best friend i have make.. yeah.. cheers..

then fish went home.. after that stef went home.. boo hoo hoo.. all go home so early.. so sad.. then i went to have dinner with reg and nw.. met nw family.. nw look alot like her dad.. hehe.. her sis i think slim down already.. but she denied it.. hehe..

Friday, May 12, 2006 , 9:15 PM

11 may

bought the concession already.. in the end.. i still bought the train and bus one.. so in total.. it is $97.. my mother lor.. say it will be better like that.. then i will not worried so much.. ai.. my parents keep on sying i think too much already.. then i went to meet cheryl in orchard.. the mrt at city hall is damn pack la.. cant squeeze into the first one.. had to take the second one in the end.. the people are really sueezing in. the people in charge still have to ask people to get out so that they can close the door.. so imagine how pack the mrt is.... anyway my intention was to buy my bag in orchard.. but then cheryl forgot to bring the membership card la.. that's a small problem.. the huge problem is that i realised that the bad is not 25% + 5% discount... it is only 15%.. wth.. like that it will be very ex.. so never buy lor.. we ate at sweenens.. the dessert is SOOOO NICE! want to have it again.. but so ex.... no more money already.. my pocket got one big hole liao.. ai.. then we saw a bag.. very nice.. but so ex.. $39.90 la.. i find the price for that bag not worth it.. so never buy lor.. my stomach is so bloated by the time i went home.. i think i ate too much.. hehe

then derrick come to my house.. so black.. ai yo.. he broke up with his girlfriend again.. wth.. what games are they playing la.. waste time only.. luckily he is the one who wants to break up first.. if not.. he will lose face..

12 may

met cheryl again in orchard.. this time round.. to go to kbox.. then cheryl met linton also.. linton also going to k box.. so qiao.. then because linton never book a room.. he might need to be chase out of the room at 1.30.. so cheryl invited him to our room.. i so shocked lor.. but never mind la.. so long never see him already.. he is so funny.. after the k box thing.. linton went to changi airport.. he is going there to see plane fly.. with his girlfriend i think.. if not.. cheryl believed that he like her.. whatever.. not my business anyway.. but then me and cheryl went to suntec after we went searching for a swaroski shop so that i can send my maid necklace for repair.. then we went to the nokia shop and waited at the nokia shop for a very long time.. her phone got problem.. so she is sending there for repair.. its free anyway.. then we had dinner.. we are suppose to go to bugis after that to search for the same bag.. hopefully the bag will be cheaper.. but then cheryl so unlucky.. she caught a fever.. so we cancelled it.. so i am going to there tmr again with nw.. yeah.. i want to buy the bag..

i also did a personality test.. so fun.. i will only revealed the whole thing tmr.. cos i want to ask nw also.. so excited.. i want to know her answer!!

I MISS MY CJC FRIENDS!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006 , 10:10 PM

argh... got make up tutorial on next wednesday.. then 2 hours before that our pipc tutorial is cancelled.. so it becomes a break..so waste time.. at6 oclock also.. i gto the japanese culture group meeting.. i dont think the meeting is going to end early.. oh no.. like that i wil reach home damn late la.. i dont want!!

so many new concepts are coming in also.. need to study hard liao.. ai

THE WEAHTER IS SO HOT!

hehe.. i just realise my school lectures work very fast.. i just e mail my teacher telling him that i have problem redoing my lab safety online test again cos my computer got hang yesterday.. morever the test could only be access once.. then i thought that he will take at least one day to reply me back.. but no.. he reply me back in less then 20min.. so super duper fast la.. i cant believe it.. at first i thought that i could do the lab test again without the teacher's help to reset it.. then i got worried.. for disturbing the teacher. but when i check my e mail.. the teacher had actually reset it for me liao.. haha. bu then i very careless.. only got 8 out of 10.. most people got 9 lor..shit die liao.. ai...

nothing much happen in school today.. but i tried a new route that hopefully could save money and travelling time.. hence i have make a decision.. go home.. take 23 then change to 166 or 131 or i dont know still got what bus liao.. no time to check cos i ran for the bus today.. hehe.. next time lor.. tmr i going to town... so will take mrt.. anyway.. if i can bus home and mrt to school instead of taking mrt both through and fro.. i will be able to save $20++... see.. look at the price difference lor.. so final decision.. take bus home..

Tuesday, May 09, 2006 , 5:40 PM

finally.. i get back my ez link card already.. but then they cancel my concession.. well i guess i cant use it anymore.. went to school for lad work today.. instead of ending at 3 we end at 1 plus.. early right.. hehe... but then for even weeks.. we only go to school from 3-6.. mg la.. so halfway one..

then i am so unlucky again! the grasshopper land on my pants.. i shake and shake my leg but it just wouldnt want to go away.. luckily it still went away.. then as i walk down the aisle.. i heard more scream.. hehe.. the grasshopper la.. cos so many problem.. haha..

after school.. i went to the transitlink.. got lost.. cos i think it is my first time going to tanjong pagar again after so many years.. luckily i am street smart.. still can find my way there myself.. hehe..

2 weird dreams i had:

i am a son of the dong hai long huang.. then fell in love with a girl.. then also got rival.. so the rival not happy.. wanted to kill me by tying me up and put me into the water.. actually.. he said that as long as i can survive underwater for 3 days.. he will let me go with the girl.. then because i am a dragon... i will be able to breathe underwater.. so i wont die.. but then the rival also realise that..so he dont allow me to breathe.. at that point.. obviously i think i will die one.. but then the dong hai long huang say i will not die.. can survive.. but then i still scared.. then..ai.. i wake up liao.. wanted to complete the story lor.. i want to see how it ends.. hehe

the 2nd story..

quite romantic actually.. had a boyfriend.. we knew it through our actions.. but then there is another 2 girls who like him.. one day.. all 4 of us went out together.. then my boyfriend and another girl got very close.. so i started to get jealous .. the other girl cant stand it.. so she went home.. i stayed on for quite a while longer.. soon.. i cannot stand it liao.. so i ran off crying.. my boyfriend saw..(i think).. but then i just roam around the shopping centre.. tried to use the staircase to avoid them.. but then.. i still saw the girl.. so i act like i never see her and go away.. while walking in the shopping centre.. a young boy approach me and say.. big sister. the guy over there ask me to pass something to you.. i look up and i saw my boyfriend.. he was smiling at me.. i open the box.. and it is actually chicken..wth lor.. but i still find it sweet.. so we patch up again and the girl is gone.. haha.. so sweet right..

AND REMEMBER.. IT IS A DREAM!

Saturday, May 06, 2006 , 11:11 PM

nothing much.. i spend my day at home and watch finish all my recorded show.. this includes 12 epsoide of da chang jin.. imgaine how long i sat in front of the tv.. certain parts i fast forward.. so i dont actually sit in front of the tv for 12 hours.. plus the show is getting more exciting.... i was supposed to go out to study with cheryl.. but then she never massenge me.. so i guess she is out studying with cherlynn.. and her group.. either that or she is studying alone.. or she has something one.. well.. who cares anyway....

my cousin came to my house.. intention was to study with my sister... but i dont think that they are study.. more like playing.. i guess they dont have much self-discipline..

Friday, May 05, 2006 , 10:54 PM

called the translink again.. and i still cant get back my card... so angry.. the person who attend to me.. the attiude i so bad la.. i was in the mrt lor.. then the reception not good.. then the line kana cut off.. but before it was cut off.. i think i heard her scolding me.. i still know her name wor.. so feel like complaining.. but i dont think the people would take my words seriously.. i dont like people who has bad attiude.. i cannot stand them..

anyway.. i have decided to join the japanese culture group already.. i think it is one of the slackest cca lor.. if you cannot make it.. you can dont go.. but then the seal points will be lowered la.. i see how first la.. but at these now.. the cca dont clash one my monday time plus all my days.. most of them are held on the saturday(i think).. so everyday.. i can go home straight after school liao.. so happy..

oh ya.. then my oc tutorial teacher is so sian one.. she talk and write very slowly.. then the time also pass very slowly in her class.. oh my... she also sound very monotonus.. imgaine how boring is it to be in her class.. she also hate noise.. normally my class is very noisy one.. but during her lesson.. wow.. so quiet.. can hear pin drop.. see.. she looks so feirce also.. eeks..

at night .. i went to meet cheryl at far east.. so pass her the cj maths notes.. i think it is for her own use one la... hehe.. ate at subway.. then we saw one of the singapore idol.. iat first i thought cheryl meant yolanda.. then i say how can it be yolanda.. she is not that fat and tall and dont have her hair dyed.. made a fool out of myself.. after that we went to cineleisure.. wanted to watch mi3.. but the tickets are found out already.. then a stranger came to us.. he asked us whether we want to buy his movie tickets a not.. then we thought maybe have chance already.. but no.. the ticket is for when a stranger calls... well.. both of us think that it is a horror movie.. so we get out.. hehe

Thursday, May 04, 2006 , 6:01 PM

i still cant get my ez link card back.. the person say that the card haven arrive at the office yet.. ai.. i guess i have to try tmr.. then si xuan also very unlucky.. she met a unreasonable bus driver also.. but then she is also lucky.. she manage to win the battle.. better then me lor.. i lose then my card still kana retain.. ai..

had a hap lecture today.. the teacher went super duper fast lar.. like train like that.. i was taking down the notes.. and then by the time i knew it.. he finish 2 to 3 slides already.. see so fast la

reach school in the morning and something caught my eye.. the japanese culture group banner.. they are having the recruitment on the 17 may.. but they wrote something there: annual meeting so does this mean that they only meet once a year.. then if it is like that.. it is still counted as a cca.. errr..i dont know anything.. then we also need to pay $10 for the registration fee.. why still need to pay money one.. but then if the timing suits me.. i dont mind paying it.. family is more important..

so now.. i think i will have to join a cca first... in case i never join the japanese culture group.. at least like that i wont lead myself into a situation whereby i have no cca... after thinking adn asking.. i think i will join choir.. cos the practice dates are on tues and thurs.. at least it is not on monday.. so heng..

then i just found out that we will have to print our notes out ourselves.. so troublesome.. and also waste my ink...ai..

one more thing.. so sweet.. my paretns kissed in front of me.. lips to lips.. ooooo... so sweet.. that was after they ate the cake that i bought.. so happy.. my dad also wants to kiss me.. nut no way.. his mouth is filled wil choclate from the cake.. hehe..

Wednesday, May 03, 2006 , 6:35 PM

i am so unlucky.. AGAIN! nearly fell down when i was walking up the staircase to my school.. argh.. then i also thought i can dont join cca.. but no.. my teacher came in today then told us that cca is one of the requirements for our portfoilo.. she also said that it is better to have one.. it will have gain entry into the local university.. HELP!! i resally have no idea what to join.. maybe i should have stayed in jc.. maybe..

and then i also took the wrong bus la.. didnt know where the bus is heading.. so when i saw a mrt track.. i drop off.. then follow the track all the way to the nearest station and then i ended back in tampines.. so stupid..

i also just found out that to gain entry into the local university.. 75% is based on the poly result, 20% is based on o level result and 5% is based on cca.. so shit.. i have to join one.. but most of them fall on thursday and monday.. thursday.. mian qiang okay.. but monday!! NO WAY!! so how???????

today is also my dad's birthday.. went to bm hans to buy a birthday cake for him.. i was so afraid he will see the cake when i go to his shop.. then luckily the shop kana blackout.. my mum even said that yesterday... a fire nearly started.. so i dont think my dad saw the cake.. want to give him a surprise.. i woke up yesterday at 12 midnight and wish him birthday lor.. see.. hehe.. i am so sweet... =) he was also very touched lor.. that time he still dont know that is his birthday... then.... he gave me a kiss.. wooooo...still remember that when we are still small.. he always carry us one.. he loved us alot.. my mum too.. both of them are the best parents in the world!

Tuesday, May 02, 2006 , 5:52 PM

so not my lucky day.. so unlucky.. argh!! while i was chasing after my bus this morning.. I FELL DOWN! i wonder what did i step on..now i got new bruises again.. they are all on my knee caps.. then my palms got almost cut by the rough surface of the floor.. the old injuries are not gone and now the new ones come.. what is happening??? maybe i am also not fitted to take the bus 123.. so many things happened to me on that bus.. argh!

then i reached school so early la.. my god.. so i have decided that from tmr onwards as long as lectures are going to be the first period.. i am going to take the later bus.. like that if i am late.. nothing will happen.. taking the later bus will only make my later by a few minutes..

then i got headache now.. maybe i am not going to join any cca.. all of them sucks.. guitar is having it on thursday.. then when i saw the noticeboard.. the lessons are going to be on monday and thursday in the near future.. so.. guitar is comfirm out already.. i am thinking of joining the japanese culture club with regina but it seems that there is no recruitment for that cca leh.. i will see how it goes la..

then when i go home.. my mother told me that my dad will bring me to shopping later.. at that point.. i was thinking.. shopping? i dont care liao.. nothing is going to cheer me up.. i still feeling depress..i actually thought of migrating to other countries.. so silly of me.. in the end.. it turns out to be going to the temple to pray.. actually when my dad walked towards the direction.. i already know that i will be going to the temple to pray already.. the temple that is right beside the st theresa's church

after that.. fish ps me again.. i had to go and take my o level cert myself instead of going with her.. then the security guard took my ic lor.. but he never take fish one.. i was thinking.. is it my eight characters clash with those in guys?? anyway when i went to get my cert. the guy at the table (not sure whether is he a teacher a not) ask me which school am i in now etc. when i told him my course.. he says that it is very good.. at least now i wont feel so tight.. hehe..

then my bracket break again.. so i went to orchard to have it repair.. BUT THE DENTIST NOT IN!! blame on myself for not calling the clinic.. ai..

Monday, May 01, 2006 , 11:32 AM

oh well.. i didnt do much yesterday.. i just watch my show on youtube.. finally.. after so many days.. i finished watching my show already.. but i dont really quite like the ending.. it is so different from the comic books... they are suppose to get married one lor.. ai.. the shoow just show that they are together.. spolit the whole romantic thing.. after that.. i think very hard for my homework.. have to change the whole paragraph thing into my own words as far as possible.. headache ar...

then my maid is crazy now.. dont know she is angry for what.. she even speak to my mother in a very horrible tone.. wth la.. so wrong..

one interesting news

a five year old kid is pregnant.. well that is quite impossible.. it turns out that actually her twin brother is growing inside her instead of her mother's womb due to gene mutation.. luckily this case is solve fast.. if not she will die.. as she grows.. her brother is also growing inside her.. and he is crushing her internal organs... so imgaine the pain she is going through.. and now the fetus has been remove.. heng..

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