WHY CANT I

Sunday, April 30, 2006 , 12:52 AM

today

went to k box with cheryl.. she kept talking about a guy called jermey.. she had a crush on him.. hehe.. so funy.. listening to all their story.. after that we went down to look at the phone exhibition.. i want to change my hp also.. but my plan haven finish.. ai.. too bad.. my mum will scold me also.. went to coffee bean also.. i had a cheesecake while cheryl had a mudpie.. quite nice.. but i didnt finsh my portion cos i was too full already.. after that we went to orchard to look for my textbook.. cos last night my parents say since i need it then buy.. for studies.. so it is important.. so ask me to buy lor.. so i go and find lor. but at the end of the day.. none of the bookstore in orchard has the books that i need.. ai.. then just cheryl ask me to go to brasa basah tmr.. i need to pass her the set of notes which she forgot to take before sheh left orchard.. after that we are going to study.. actually.. she would be studying but i would be doing my homework..

i think i also ps my cj class.. mel only tell me about the class outing so late.. then i ask cheryl to go with my to k box liao.. so in the end i turn down the outing lor.. anyway.. i dont think alot of our class people are going.. maybe next time..

sleepy liao..

yesterday

went to meet fish and nw after my school ends.. fish and me went to the temple first... we prayed.. after that we went to brasa basah.. our intention were to buy our books.. however fish was the only one that manage to have something done.. i didnt buy any books.. i felt that the books were too ex.. and they would only be used for 1 year.. i dont find it worthy.. while in popular.. nw came to meet us.. she bought a laptop cover and pass me the cd.. finally now i can do my homework already.. after that.. nw went home liao.. cos her dad bought her favourite food for a dinner.. so she decided not to have dinner with me and fish liao..

after she leave.. we went back to bugis to have our dinner at sweens.. so ex.. i spend $15+ there... but the meal include a main course a soup and a dessert... so okay lor.. it is more worthy to buy a set meal rather than choosing a dish from the menu only..

Thursday, April 27, 2006 , 7:39 PM

while i am sleeping this morning.. i had a muscle cramp suddenly.. so pain.. i could see my muscles contracting.. i shouted out in pain.. my mother thought something happen to me.. so scared...

then when i am going to school.. the stupid bus driver retain my card.. this is the third time such thing is happening to me.. wth.. he is so unreasonable.. when i tell him i will have no change to take the other transport he say that is my problem and he dont care.. so idiotic.. i argue with him all the way from bt purmei to tb.. SO ANGRY!! then later i called the translink.. they also say he should not retain my card.. but i have to wait after 5 working days to get my card back.. that will be next thursday already.. so long.. so shit.... bleah... argh! hope i dont need to see him tmr and the day after next and forever.. see him once i want to vomit already.. cant stand the sight of him. not even for 1 min. if i no need to take that bus to school.. i will NOT TAKE HIS BUS!! bad attitude.. in school.. my friends also sa i will poor thing.. they also say is the bus driver fault..

anyway.. we learn alot of new things in school today.. DNA and RNA and the types of bond.. alot.. then since my lecture hall is linked.. the lecture is not there.. so when the lecture says stop for a while.. we make a damn big fuss.. cos alot of people still dont understand.. hehe.. luckily i understand..

then from my friends i found out that if we only have a diploma we will only be washing test tube.. i then dont want.. ting jie also got a shock.. she is a single pointer lor.. i then dont want to do that only.. so i plan liao

if i cannot get in local university either i

1) go overseas for further studies ( not likely.. dont want to leave my family and go away)

2) pursue a degree in business (if my course is not avaliable) in a private college that is recognise by the singapore govt.

got my lab coat.. xs... still a bit too big.. then i also have to buy text book.. but i think will buy 2nd hand one

Wednesday, April 26, 2006 , 4:01 PM

so shitty... got homework already... something on the plagarism.. wth lor.. now i have to rephrase the paragrapgh and make sure i dont plargarize.. and it is GRADED! have to be etremely careful.. but i am bad at rephrasing.. just look at my english grades and you will know what i mean.. then this stupid homework have to be type out.. then i got no mirosoft words.. die die die.. how.. now also never sell the student edition already.. i am dead..

ai... then i also thinkin of what cca to join.. though i hate to join.. but i have to.. better for my future..

then i have to buy a bag also.. my bag going to spoil liao.. we also bought quite a no. of lecture notes already..

the food court is so cool.. got people to come and help us clear the plates one..hehe

today had our first lecture.. so funny.. the lecture halls were linked.. so we were liek facing a tv screen.. then like watching tv like that.. haha.. so funny..then i also found out that some of the topic that we have to learn.. i also learn in jc liao.. hehe.. so i guess maybe i will be easier for me to study..

i still dont want to go to school.. and i agree with nw.. blogging is a place to vent your stress

Tuesday, April 25, 2006 , 5:38 PM

second day in school.. had pc orientation.. i find it so stupid la.. i mean they can just tell us the things to do then we can do it from our home ma.. so easy.. why make us go back to school.. ai... then tmr i have to go back to school at 8.. so early.. shit.. have to wake up at 6.. cannot wake up late liao..

recieved a bad news.. we have to stay back after our lesson tmr to attend a workshop on plagarism.. wth lor..

anyway after school today.. i went out with my class for a while.. then as we board the bus.. some of us were caught using the secondary school ez link card..but i was lucky.. never get caught.. then again we also haven get our new card yet.. so duh.. of course we will use the secondary school card la.. in the end.. we argue with the bus driver.. and we won.. haha..

soon.. i went home. i went to tb to buy my mother slipper first but then the slipper i bought is too big.. so in the end... i have to go back to tb to change for a smaller size.. but then the smallest size is 6 lor.. so i exchange for another slipper.. a new slipper for myself.. hehe..

can i not go school tmr?? it will be a full day filled with lectures lor..nnnoooo

Monday, April 24, 2006 , 6:23 PM

today is my first day in school whereby lessons officially starts... i woke up early in the morning as i wasnt able to sleep well due to the fact that i still hated school.. i had my breakfast with my parents and then while my parents went to settle their stuffs, i went to school as lessons only start at 1.. so shit.. we had communication skills for applied science.. so weird.. and yes.. we learn how to communication between persons..

also we had a new girl in our class.. now it makes it 25 people.. however.. the person who did not attend the orientation at all did not come today also.. maybe he or she has withdraw already..the new girl is called lyn... she was also appealed into tp.. she was from sj.. she also dont like her school that's why she withdraw from it.. same fate as me and ting jie.. such a small world..

after school instead of going pool with my class.. i went home... met my dad at tb then my mum.. actually i wanted to buy wang lee hom cd.. but it is sold out.. so next time.. then we went to the ntuc to buy ingredients to cook for our dinner again!

ai.. tmr got school.. got pc orientation.. i find it so stupid..haha

Sunday, April 23, 2006 , 4:07 PM

yesterday, i went to bugis with my sister and my cousin to watch a movie. plus its her birthday.. so we accompany her and sort of help her celebrate it.. haha.. we are late.. we were supposed to meet my cousin at 1 but we only met her at bugis at 1.40... made her wait for 40 mins. so pai seh... then my socks are too loose.. then my new converse shoes are giving me problems.. in the end.. i had to buy plaster so as to prevent me from getting blisters..

after that we went to buy our movie tickets.. eight below.. quite nice.. quite worthy.. after that i we went to take neoprints.. cool.. haha..

then i wanted to go to the temple but when i called my dad to asked him what time the temple close.. i realised we are too late.. the temple had also closed.. so in the end we went to the popular at brasa brasah...

there, i bought a black book which i will soon be using.. i also wanted to buy a eraser.. but so stupid.. the popular didnt sell it.. ai.. after paying for our stuff.. i fell down while i was walking down the staircase.. its wet cause it rained just now.. so i was unlucky.. lose my balance and fell down.. fell on the steps while i was going down. it hit me 3 times. on the first step it hit my butt. on the second step it hit my back and on the third step it hit my head. how i wish this fall could bring me to heaven. but it didnt. all i got was brusies. i could still remember the shop owner's face expression when he saw me falling. it is scary though.

after that we went home already.. but it is raining so we decided to take the mrt... and finally i am able to buy my eraser in tb popular.. ai..

while on my way back home, i realised that i lost my earring.. this is the second one that i bought... i guess i just dont have the fate to wear a earring.. i am not buying it anymore

dreading the arrival of tmr again... how i wish the time will stop now... school starts already.. so sad

Friday, April 21, 2006 , 11:36 PM

okay.. let me get into details of my course and class.. in class the majority are girls.. there are only 8 guys.. so pathetic right.. then for my course.. there are only 97 people.. i think among the whole poly.. business has the most number of people.. then engineering then design and then is either AS or IT..have to buck up.. i want to go to uni.

, 10:46 PM

let my talk about the whole thing in general first.. i just received the time table today.. worse than the jc one.. that's my opinion la.. my school ends at 6 pm ( lastest ).. so late. somemore it is on monday la.. my family day lor.. i think i will take taxi home on very monday alr.. yeah man.. ai.. so pack lor... i am actually so naive to think that the poly time table will be better than then jc one.. well it turns out... to be BAD! ai.. but for the first week..we only need to attend lectures and communication skills for applied science.. still it is a long day cos.. there are days whereby.. the whole day are LECTURES!! see.. then i heard from regina that she dont have to go school on every monday.. so good.. and cool.. ai..

okay back to the orientation.. i think is okay la.. but the days are too long.. some are too sian.. well it turns out that the time whereby the orientation ends are never earlier than what they told us.. in fact. it actually drag.. for almost an hour.. see.. i so poor thing..

day 1

reporting time:9am at school of applied science

theme:ascend to the highest potential..

AS is split into different clans.. i am in ventrue.. had a story about the vampires and the werewolves.. fighting to find a holy child that would have the power to make itself invincible..then we would have the final clash on the 3rd day of orientation to see who gets the holy child.. we then had a talk ..then learn cheers ..play ice breakers games ( lame ) ..then meet with our cp ( mentor).. have lunch.. played station games.. then got very wet.. cos most of them are water games.. and then learn the temesak song with the hand sign

end:6+

day 2

reporting time:9am at sports complex

brought newspapers to school for recycling.. so weird.. tp wants to protect the environment.. wow.. then learn mass dance.. did chicken dance.. sweat a lot.. but fun.. then did the same old thing again.. learn cheers.. have lunch.. watch a skit showing about the schools rules.. played station games.. got wet again.. cos the games includes playing with water agian.. for example.. sicssors paper stone.. if you lose.. you will get splash with water... ai.. then we learn the temasek song with hand sign again..

end:6+

day 3

reporting time: 9 at school of applied science

cheers.. then went for games... the so called final clash..actually.. it is water bomb.. so. got wet again.. my clan did not get the holy child but we won the best spirited award..yeah( better than nothing).. then to our surprise also.. my class won the most newspaper collected (87.4kg i think).. haha.. then later we change into the shirt that they gave us.. i wore xs.. but still too big for me... but this time instead of we going to the toilet to change.. the guys went to the toilet to change while the girls change together in the lecture hall.. haha.. luckily i got secret weapon.. i know how to change without taking my shirt completely off.. then we had our lunch.. then i was again involved in the telematch.. so i went to play again.. we played krazy katerpillar.. just passing the chair from one end to another.. ai. thought we had a good plan.. but in the end.. we only got in third.. better than nothing.. then went ot cheer again.. then to bedok reservior so watch the dragon boating match.. i thought i had the you know what cos my shirt was stained (too long).. but luckily is not... it is actually soil ( ithink).. after that.. we went back to our school.. got our time table and matric card.. then my photo is so ugly.. eeks.. after that we went HOME!.. i didnt go for the jam and hop.. dont like it..

end: 7+

busy day...

Tuesday, April 18, 2006 , 10:49 PM

found a blogskin that really suits me cos something happen and i cant seems to get into my blog.. so.. have to change it... but the theme is stating what i am thinking now.. I WANT TO DIE! dont be shocked.. but that's my "reality".. the world now is almost meaningless for me.. except.. i cant afford to let down my parents..

remember once when i told my mother that i am afraid i would get depression.. i had few of the symptoms.. one of which which triggers my mother's emotion.. "i want to die" my mum panic.. and she started to cry.. i really dont know what to do at the moment.. told her.. i dont have the courage to do it.. she talked to me.. told me never to think of that again.. that's right.. i really dont have the courage to commit suicide..

also i remember once when i was eating dinner at my parents shop.. we were looking at our palm.. trying to be a fortune teller and see what the future awaits us.. i found the "life line- sheng ming xian"..quite long..

me: " wa.. still got so long ar.. i still want to die early"

dad: look at me - blur and shocked

mum: "die liao.. siao alr" then laugh and look away guess..

at the moment.. my mum is very worried.. worried about what i will do to harm myself..

hehe.. its not funny.. i know.. what had happened to me.. i really dont know.. dont know whether i will be happy a not.. i want to cry.. but no tears came out.. help me.. pls.. i guess maybe time will help heal my wounds.. wounds that i dont even know what they are...

anyway.. went to dental today.. dentist said he had to get one of my teeth out of the way first.. if not i will just keep biting on it.. and there would be no progress.. maybe.. cos my brackets kept breaking.. my sis will be taking out her braces the next visit if her brackets dont break.. after that.. we sure took a long time to make our next appointment.. cos i dont know what time my school will ends.. ai.. bought a jeans after that.. at $39.90..think will pay $10 for my parents.. they might yell at me if they know i bought such ex pants..

derrick came to our house.. order pizza.. talk and laugh..

dreading the arrival of tmr.. cos that's the day orientation starts.. dont really think it would be fun.. or any better of the orientations i had over the years.. from what regina is saying.. i think i m going to hate it..look at the dull colours.. and you will know what i am feeling now

Monday, April 17, 2006 , 6:31 PM

my god la..GEORGE ENDS SCHOOL AT 12 TODAY!! SO GOOD!!! its actually suppose to ends at 5.. but because they got no coat.. so no workshop.. and so GO HOME EARLY! it's hope mine also like that.. orientation also.. i hope it doesnt ends at 5.30.. my friend who is at rp.. ends her orientation at 12 instead of 5... see.. i hope mine is also like that...

, 6:12 PM

just came back.. bought nothing actually.. went to og only then later went to bm ntuc.. my mum wants to buy the ingredients so that later we could cook our dinner.. i guess we are all tired of eating the same old thing almost every monday...hehe..

1 more day to the start of the orientation of the school.. **it..

i dont want to go.. nnnnnnnnoooooooo.....

the igallop and the isqueeze just arrived today in the morning.. hehe.. tried all of them.. i still think running is better.. i sweat more.. riding on the igallop like never sweat.. but i think i feel a bit tired only..

now i am waiting for the show at the youtube to buffer finish.. dont know why this epsiode takes such a long time.. then.. i also watch halfway alr.. ai.. so must wait.. wait.. and wait...

I NEED TO MAKE FRIENDS ALL OVER AGAIN!! i hope they are as good as the ones i met in cj and
jj..

, 1:22 PM

okay .. back to yesterday..

so.. in the end i still went to my class gathering..one word to express the whole event.. fun.. (although not the whole class went).. first.. i met george at my house bus stop.. then we go there together.. hehe.. then went into melissa's house.. the tv quality.. VERY GOOD LA!! i want to have that too.. but i think i will be too ex.. after that... george.. the idiot guy.. wanted to carry the dog.. but then i think the dog doesnt like to be carried.. so it almost bit him.. at the same time.. i was right beside the dog.. stroking it.. so.. when the dog retaliate.. i was very scared.. i thought the dog also wants to bite me... argh....scare the hell out of me..

soon.. we went down to the so called function room la (cos i dont knw what is it called).. then shocking enough.. there is 3 plasma tv.. 3 PLASMA TV!! my god la.. i wonder how many plasma tv are there in the whole building.. melissa's family own the whole thing!! i still cant believe it.. we ordered pizza.. then normally.. should be the total price split evenly out.. but no! ben counted the no. of pizza that are cut.. then divide it with the total price.. so in the end... each pizza cost $1.80.. i ate 2.. so i paid $3.60.. actually the main idea is to meet up with shi xian.. cos he just return from aust..hehe..

finally.. i learned something.. 3 MORE NEW MAGIC TRICK!! YEAH!! my favourite thing to do...heheoh ya.. also i finally got back my cd.. yeah..

k have to go liao.. going shopping...

oh dear.. school is starting

Sunday, April 16, 2006 , 11:49 AM

some interesting facts that jad happened during the past few days

14 april.

actually going to bugis with my sis.. but then we quarrelled.. so slam the door and out i go.. but with cheryl's.. we meet at 2 at bugis mrt station.. but as usual.. she was late.. then while i waited for her.. i saw my pri school friend.. ee jia.. she is also going to poly.. but to rp.. so we get to chat and know how is the rest of our classmates doing.. after that.. cheryl came... then we went to look for a place to eat.. but everywhere look so crowded.. it was only after1 hour later then we found a place to settle down to eat.. hehe.. then we went to the converse shop.. but so stupid la.. my feet too small.. so i cant fit into any of the adult section shoes.. so in the end i could only try out at the kids section.. i tried the shoe.. size 2 .. it fits just nicely. hehe.. n the price is only $29.90 la.. $20 cheaper then the shoes at the adult section.. hehe... but then i never wear socks.. so i m afraid that if after i wear socks.. i cannot fit in.. morever the salesgirl say the shoe would shrink after washing. so i dont dare to buy first.. another reason why i dont want to buy there.. the attitudes are very bad.. so bad.. hehe.. after that we go brash basa to buy some things...hehe.. then later we go back to bugis again.. i really wanted to buy a converse shoe lor.. hehe.. back at bugis.. we roam a while longer.. then because my sis is also at bugis.. i met her so that we could go home together.. then cheryl went home herself.. at home.. my parents are back.. cos they never fry that day.. so we recite all the events to them.. then they say my feet so small.. but small good..cos i can buy the shoes at a cheaper price

15 april.

wanted to go k box.. but cheryl woke up late.. so in the end.. we decided to go tb first then we will decide where to go.. then again.. we are hungry.. so we went to look for a place to eat again.. while searching.. we found out that the sportslink is having a sale.. a opening sale.. then i spot one shoe that i like.. but it is so ex la.. plus because it just came in this morning.. there is no discount for it.. ai... then cherly also spot one shoe that she like.. but she got no money to buy... so too bad.. she said she will be going back the next day to buy it.. after that we went to eat.. then.. took neoprint.. i dont know what's wrong with us la.. 2 days in a row we met people we poor attitude.. i wanted to change my $10 in coins.. then she 'diao' me.. then the machine we want to take got something wrong.. then she 'diao' us again.. the attitude is so lousy.. maybe she is the boss lor.. dont want to go back there to take neoprint again.. blah.... then when we are choosing our photos.. we encounter some problem.. we only choose 3 photos.. ai.. so in the end we have 2 repeated pictures.. then we want to take a neoprint again.. then that machine also need assistance from the salegirls.. but looking at her poor attitude.. we decided not to take liao.. after that we went to orchard.. hehe.. finally..... i bought a converse shoe. the kids shoe.. my feet too small ma.. but only for $29.90.. gh enough liao.. then we walked around.. and then i had a eyebrow shaping.. i find it weird.. regret liao.. ai.. never mind.. it will grow back.. hehe.. just like cutting my hair.. cheryl still want to buy the shoe.. so she called her parents.. but then her mother say she dont have enough money with her at the moment.. so cannot give her.. after that.. we decided to go back to tb.. but because.. we are too tired.. we dont feel like alighting the bus at that stop.. so we only alight at the interchange.. when for dinner at hans.. then we went home.. hehe.. my mum saw my face.. then she said.. the person did not really do a good job.. oh no...

that's for now.. i need to go out liao.. got class outing with my cj class...

oh no.. school is starting....

Thursday, April 13, 2006 , 5:39 PM

i feel so patheic.. i felt so bored.. so i visited most of my friends blog.. omg.. my language is so lousy.. theirs are like so profressional (exagerating).. like they are writing a compo.. wow.. terrific.. no wonder they get so good grades for their english..pei fu..pei fu.. wonder when my english standard will be like them.. they dont really only write abt the happenings..they do reflections too.. incredible.. wow..

then to my horror.. i realise that george blog website is gone.. i cant seems to find it.. oh dear.......

, 4:07 PM

went to great world yesterday after helping out at my parents stall.. dont why all of the sudden.. i got the urge to go and eat the qing deng...haha.. actually i thought there got fox women.. then i want to buy a pants from there also ma.. but it turns out that there is only a fox kid there.. so.. the only shou huo is eating the qing deng..very delicious one..ever since i ate that qing deng.. i start to liek that dessert.. hehe..

but something spolit my mood earlier on....i met my neighbour.. she ask me about my school etc. then i told her i going to poly.. she ask me why dont go jc... and then tell me all abt jc.. make me feel so confuse and fan again.. why... why.. why.. I SO FLICKERED-MINDED!!...anyway. i cant do anything now alr.. if i withdraw from poly.. i m "homeless".. i then dont want such things to happen to me..

wanted to go bugis today..cos converse got 70% off... but no one accompany me so i drop the idea liao.. maybe.. tmr.. after i help my mother.. i ask my sis to go with me.. i asked nw 1st.. but she cant.. then i ask cheryl.. she say maybe only.. but then later i found out she never bring my cd.. then i dont want to go out liao.. (cos i cannot get back my cd).. then now.. i am at home.. updating my blog.. ai.. plan to go youtube later.. hehe.. to watch shows...

what's on my mind

1) try to adapt to the fact that i am going to poly alr..no turning back liao..

2) dont be so easily influence by other people's view

3) try to enjoy orientation...

4) or try to get seriously sick so i can get 3 days mc so that i can pon orientaiton

5) hope something important crop up on that day so i can pon orientation (but touch wood)

6) die.. so no need to border abt anything

Tuesday, April 11, 2006 , 5:22 PM

just like before.. helping my parents at the stall...

then school is going to start alr.. i am so reclutant to go back to school.. i hate to go through orientation again.. i m a orientation hater... this will be my 3rd time doing it in this year.. ai..

also.. just found out that my dad's friend daughter is also going to poly.. she is taking chemical engineering in sp... if i also go sp... maybe we will meet each other.. then in the orientation we wont feel so lonely..

haha.. then regina is coming back today...erm..i am going to ask her about the payment.. hehe

also.. my mum just bought 2 items from osim..

isqueez --reason: after all the work.. their leg will feel tired.. so.. can use the help of the machine to help relax their feet

igallop --reason: mum dont want me and my sis to starve ourselves so that we can slim down...so think that we can ride on that machine and help lose weight.. (still cant believe she bought it..i think she also wants to use it.. which women dont like to lose weight and tone their body..hehe)

yesterday... went to the dental to cut the wire..its too long.. so poking into my eg.gum.. i even have problem closing my mouth and eating.. but now.. i feel so "free" again.. then while i went to orchard.. my mother went to the hospital and see my cousin newborn daughter.. ai.. i wanted to see it too.. but my appointment clashes with the time my mother is going to see the baby with my relatives.. then at the same time.. my dad went to bugis to buy goods.. so in the end..all of us went in separate ways..

haha.. then just bought a new magazine.. now i feel liek going to imm.. hehe.. to BUY THINGS!

Friday, April 07, 2006 , 6:05 PM

woke up late today.. well actually.. the fact... is i overslept.. so i only reached my parents shop at 11.45..hehe.. so i help out.. den i saw nw.. my mum forgotten not to collect her money.. ai yo.. and the fact is my mum is the one to noitfy me that nw is here alr.. see.. i so busy right..haha..

then i went hoem early today.. i too tired alr.. even my mum notice that.. hehe.. maybe is because of yesterday... cycle too long liao.. ai..

school is going to start liao.. i dont want.. i dont like orientation.. how.. how.. how... then nw said i influence her.. die... how.. now both of us also hate orientation.. i think we are going to dread going to school liao.. but since i finish o level.. i got a feeling.. i dont feel liek studying alr.. but i cant stop now.. if i stop now.. its a dead end.. ai.. maybe i m too tired.. mentally too tired..

now.. i got a problem.. i dont know whether i got pay tp the 1st payment a not.. they also never ask me for it.. then i tried to call them today.. but all i get is their answering machine.. ai.. i hope the first payment is paid by the GIRO.. if not.. i might be kick out from the school.. ai.. i think i will have to wait til regina is back from japan.. then i can ask her whether did she paid the 1st payment a not..

, 6:02 PM

yesterday
went to sp with nw to get my enrolment package... but in the end decided not to enrol there liao.. so ma fan...i have to settle all those stuff again.. haha... after that.. i went to eat the mac at sp.. it is around $1 cheaper..
then.. we went to east coast park.. not much people there.. quite deserted actually.. so we went cycling la.. the weather is quite hot.. but not like the other time when i went there.. at that time... the sun is like pricking into our meat.. this round.. it just feel sunny.. so we cycle.. all the way to changi already.. then we see the plane flying above us.. it feels as though that i can touch it alr.. though i have take a plane before.. but the feeling yesterday.. is just so incredible.. so cool..i almost collide into the wall alr.. (cos i cycle and look up into the sky at the same time.. so stupid).. haha..
after that we went to orchard.. by the time we reached orchard.. it started to rain.. whatever.. still it didnt spoilt for shopping.. hehe.. i bought 3 tees from topshop fox women and am/pm..hence.. i didnt spend all the $200..
when i return the money to my dad..
he said " you only bought 3 tees?"
i said "ya"
he said "not enough one.. so and buy more.. buy pants also.. i dont think u will have enough to wear.. so.. just keep the money with you.. when u see the clothes u like.. then just buy.. trust me.. 3 tees is not enough.."
so in the end.. i just kept the money with me.. hehe.. then i very very sleepy so i went to sleep..
* my mum's reaction when she saw me
SO BLACK!! i told you.. if you go cycling at that hour.. u will get tan one.. now.. it will take months for you to get fair.. alr.. i find you will tan alr.. then you still go and get yourself blacker..aiyo...

and the fact is.. i am "blacker" now. hehe

, 5:36 PM

the day before..

woke up early.. went to have my breakfast.. then played computer games.. then.................................

RECEVED A PHONE CALL FROM SP!!

i was shocked.. seriously.. they called to tell me that i had been accepted into their school alr.. then... is started to become confuse again.. ai... dont know where to go liao.. but at that moment i decided to go sp.. hehe..

then my parents went downstairs to burn the necessary things.. after that.. i met them downstairs.. and off we go to the temple to pray.. as i expected.. i am the only kid there.. the rest of them are in school..

after everything was settled.. i went sim lim square to buy my mp3.. so in the end.. i bought a sumsung one.. for $375.. my sis scream when she saw the price tag on the box.. hehe.. i know.. it is quite ex.. haha

Tuesday, April 04, 2006 , 10:33 PM

THIS WORLD IS SO SMALL!! HOW SMALL CAN IT GETS??

just realised that george parents are actually good friends with my dad and mum.. wow..

the first time actaully such things happened was during sec 1 when i realise my primary school friend was actually cheryl's cousin.. i still cant believe it.. SO QIAO!

then yesterday..did a iq test.. but the net wont tell me my score.. ai.. need to buy the report first.. waste my time doing.. the only thing i knew was.. i got more than 35% correct... dont even know whether this info is correct a not..

okay.. back to today's event.. the same thing happen.. went to my parents shop to help out.. but the crowd seems to be dispersing.. less people went to buy today.. dont know whether is a good thing or bad.. but i think is bad la.. this might mean less income..

so at 3 i go home alr.. then i went to cjc to take my cd from sue maine.. this time round.. she remember to bring.. but.............. SHE GAVE ME BACK THE CASE BUT NO CD INSIDE!! what is going on???? ar.......

then i when to tb to buy zhang dong liang cd and foolscape paper..then ate a ice cream.. die.. i m going to grow fat.. must go on diet.. must.. hehe... then of course go home alr.. hehe..

something new for today

-the only way to beat fear is to face it-

(but i dont want.. who wants to face your own fear!!)

Monday, April 03, 2006 , 6:13 PM

just came back from outside not long ago.. my sister had a asthsma attack.. but is a minor one la.. so she didnt go school and since my mother is still complaining that she still has a heahache.. we went to bm to go see the doctor in the polyclinic..

first impression:

a lot of people..more than the previous time when i went there to see a doctor..

then my sister met with some problems.. the people at the registration counter dont believe my sister is a singaporean.. they demand for a birth cert. to proven her nationality... but the problem is we didnt bring her birth cert. so in the end.. my parents just told the person to charge my sister with the foreign consultation fees .. anyway.. the total cost will still be less than the amount that we will have to pay at out family doctor clinic.. so it is kind of hua shuan.... after settling all those admin stuff.. we went to eat our breakfast.. so is it lunch alr.. hehehe.. i dont know..

then cos i eat very slow.. my sister and my mother went back to the polyclinic first.. then later me and my dad.. went to the handphone shop.. now my hp had a protective layer alr.. n the stupid film cost $8 la.. so ex.. actually i just wanted to ask the price.. but my dad didnt know.. so he just told the person to add the film for me.. hehe.. at the shop.. i also realise that a 512mb memory card cost $100+.. no way am i going to buy it.. it is far to ex..

after visting the doctor.. my sister went home (rest, play or study.. i dont know.. but by the time i reached home... she is watching tv lor.. so i dont think is what she has claim in the morning.. that is to study) while me and my parents went out to settle some things.. to amk then to geylang then to home.. and the weather is VERY VERY HOT!! i was sweating like mad.. going to be dehydrated alr.. haha..but now.. it is raining.. see.. how contricting the weather could be..

something new for today........

in the nutshell

we are here to learn lessons;

and the world is our teacher

when we fail to learn a lesson

we get to take it again......and again

once we have learned the lesson

we move one to the next one

(and we never run out of lessons!)

Sunday, April 02, 2006 , 5:15 PM

home at last.. after all those work.. at every sec.. i m hoping that the gravy will finish quickly..like that.. haha.. i can go home earlier also.. hehe.. then i received a good news too....

MY PARENTS ARE NOT WORKING ON WEDNESDAY!!!

u know what this means.. haha.. it means... I DONT NEED TO GO AND HELP THEM!! yeah!!.. why they dont need to go to work?? haha.. the reason is simple.. qing ming jie.. my parents have to go to the temple to pray to my ah gong ah ma and uncle.. morever.. this is also the first year for my ah gong.. so i think we have to go.. and this will also means that i will be the only kid there... the rest got school ma.. ai.....

i also realised that fish went to my parents shop in the morning.. luckily i not there yet.. nw is also suppose to go with fish.. but because she suddenly got something on.. she never go.. so lucky.. ai..

NW DONT GO!! BE GOOD!!

Saturday, April 01, 2006 , 5:24 PM

SO TIRED!!..i cant believe it.. i have been standing at my mum's shop for more than 6 hours.. OH MY GOD! the people just kept coming in.. now my hands are so stiff.. cant really move like before.. starting to ache liao.. then tmr.. i have to go again... ai.. but then my mum say that she will buy me a mp3.. but i m going to pay half the price for them... i dont want to spend too much of their money..( nw... have u been saving???) haha...

and ya.. i receive a letter from tp today.. the orientation is 3 days.. not 2 days like what is stated on the enrolment package.. and i also have to bring 3 kg of recycle material to school.. so funny.. but i dont think i will bring that much to school.. a bit will do.. hehe.. i too lazy la...but then again.. the orientation is from 9 to 5.30.. so late.. ai.. by the time i reach home.. it will be 6 plus going to 7 liao... ai.. n i very hate orientation... why schools like to hold such events ar..jus starts school la...

AI!!

erm.. so angry.. suemaine forgot to bring my cd AGAIN!!