WHY CANT I

Sunday, October 22, 2006 , 1:18 PM

yes.. i did woke up at 6.30 in the morning just to watch goong.. but we didnt manage to finish everything before my sis left for school.. and by the time she left we only left 2 disc.. but my heart feels so "itch-yang".. and so i finished the the whole thing by myself... now.. i am alone at home also.. its my maid off day... and so.. i am the lonely girl in the empty house now.. wanted to go ikea to buy some stuffs to put all my stuffs de.. but then the more i think.. the more i am lazy to get out of the house.. ai..

anyway... back to the goong.. ask me how many times i cried.. and i can tell you.. i dont even know it for myself.. luckily there was no one at home.. if not.. they will laugh at me.. saying that i am so stupid.. crying just because of the show..

well in fact this show had steered up a lot of feelings that were hidden in me and wouldnt dare to speak up.. especially to my parents.. well all in all.. goong is not a bad show to watch.. i dont know about other people.. but it kind of have some effects and taught me some things that i think it might be helpful in time to come.

the world isnt as what it seems to be...
dont think that fate is being unfair to you... when you gain something.. you will lose something..
courage is an powerful weapon.. sometimes it could be for the good or the bad..
etc..
there are many more.. watch it yourself and learn from there ba.. hehe.. not going to elaboarate on those mention on the top.. well.. that is for me la.. maybe you could learn something else from there.. or maybe none at all..

oh man.. what happen to me.. why am i so serious today.. why am i also analysing the show??? anyway.. there is one poem that appeared in the show that i find it to be very meaningful.. and i shall share it with you guys..

The Dream of the Seagull
My foot does not separate from the ground
Only simply afraid
I am afraid to fly to the sky
Because i am used to the ground
Sky is an unfamiliar place
Don't i have the wing
Don't i have a dream

practically... that is almost what i am feeling now.. i am not very adaptable.. and it takes hell lots of time for me to do so.. would i be able to fly?????