WHY CANT I

Friday, July 21, 2006 , 11:05 PM

monday 17 july 2006

I TOLD YOU I SCREWED IT ALL UP!! I FAILED MY MATHS!! SEE!! I KNEW IT!! failed by 0.5.. ai.. shit.. i am so aftraid i am going to fail my ca.. like even if i pass my final year.. it is still a fail.. shit.. if it is a fail.. i have to retake the subject again.. which is like retain(i think so).. i think i will have to get full marks for my this coming maths test.. I NEED TO!!

well anyway.. it is the same old thing again.. except for the fact that maths end later than usual.. by right.. we can finish very fast.. but the teacher quite draggy.. so... time is wasted.. a lot are wasted..

plus during the casa lesson.. wth.. i think i am also going to fail my lab report editing test.. shit la.. die liao.. i think i really die.. please.. i cannot fail.. then on week 15 i am going to have 4 hours break stuck in the middle..wth! waste my time.. then on week 16.. all my classmates can go home early except for me and my group +another group.. double shocking news! so shit!

anyway.. at night.. i went to outram to meet my parents.. wow.. we waited at the hawker for food for more than 1 hour.. so long.. i almost manage to finish my friend's book.. the five people you meet in heaven.. the book is so nice to read.. like the part most when eddie is going through the war..

tuesday 18 july 2006

nothing unusual.. except for the fact that i am being scolded by my mother for wearing.. not so suitable clothes to school.. hehe.. i only wore bermunda and t shirt.. so my mother say i look like i am going to the market.. oops.. anyway.. it is because i would only be in school for 2 hours.. so i dont want to wear too nice.. haha...

wednesday 19 july 2006

2nd attempt to take the shuttle bus.. find it not so bad.. so... my decision.. i shall start to take shuttle bus on wed, thurs and fri.. mon.. if can..

finally.. the photos are developed.. i dont find the photos very nice.. maybe because i dont look nice in it.. plus some of the pictures are blurred..

thursday 20 july 2006

had my biochemistry test.. i find it quite tough.. shit again..

no hap tutorial.. yeah.. and no hap lecture tmr.. so good.. and this will mean that we will have 4 hours of break... waste my time again..

friday 21 july 2006

did my maths test first thing in the morning.. one word.. shit.. I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THE LAST QUESTION!! wth la. 8 marks gone liao.. shit la. i cannot fail my maths. die die die.. pls let me pass my maths..

after that i got oc test after school.. still not so bad.. but i realised that the questions are very tricky.. i think there goes my full marks..

been in school from 8-almost 6.. and i only attend 4 hours of lesson.. waste time right??!! ai.. weird..

anyway.. when i am on my way home in the mrt.. i saw this cute little girl.. but i dont think that the famil are singaporeans cos i cant make out what they are talking about.. then this cute little girl pulled her mother's clothes zip.. oops.. how i wish i could return back to a kid.. that would be so carefree.. they dont know what is trouble.. kids.. enjoy what you can.. dont wait till you lose it.. i dont understand why last time i so want to grow up quickly.. ai.. wrong mentaltity