WHY CANT I

Friday, June 30, 2006 , 9:25 PM

29 june 2006 thursday

yeah.. we dont have hap tutorial today.. yes! yes! yes! i can go home 2 hours earlier.. so happy.. but after school i went to meet cheryl at tb... purpose? to get back my chemistry textbook.. and so happily.. cheryl forgot to bring it..

so we watch movie in the end.. just my luck.. my rating of the movie?? just average.. not very nice.. okay only..then we went home cause i need to reach home early.. my parents are coming home from dinner..

after eating.. my mum called my auntie and we found out that the family gathering this saturday is cancelled.. it seems like we are not holding the man yue celebration liao... oh well.. then i go out with my friends this saturday lor... even if they still have it.. i dont feel like going cos.. my parents are not going and if me and my sister go.. we will be very bored cos most of the people going are not from my this family side.. most of them are from the girl's side one.. morever.. i dont have sun feng che to come back.. so ma fan.. still have to take public transport and then their house also so far..eeks

today

well.. we ended school late again.. at 5 pm.. then we received a news that our oc tutorial will be shifted to wednesday at 4-5.. shit.. we will have to go home late again.. then on friday.. we will have 2 hours of break.. why like that one.. i want to go home early.. if biochemistry is our last period.. most likely we will be able to be dismiss early cos we always end fast.. but for oc.. no way will that happen.. she talk very slow and we go very slow.. so most of the time we will end at on time or over shot.. argh!!

anyway.. we got back 3 test paper today.. pipc.. oc and hap.. my grades..

pipc: cant remember shit..but then i know it is higher than 45/50..hehe i can also get half mark back.. cos teacher mak wrongly lor..

hap: 41.5/50

oc: 46.5/50

how i wish i got get higher.. it will then boost my moral higher and increase my chances of getting into a local university nus or ntu.. i shall work harder for my semesteral exams.. it is 40% of the overall grades.. go gurl.. i can do it.. believe in myself.. trust myself.. dont oput myself down..

i shall start studying on sunday since i am going out tmr..