WHY CANT I

Thursday, April 13, 2006 , 4:07 PM

went to great world yesterday after helping out at my parents stall.. dont why all of the sudden.. i got the urge to go and eat the qing deng...haha.. actually i thought there got fox women.. then i want to buy a pants from there also ma.. but it turns out that there is only a fox kid there.. so.. the only shou huo is eating the qing deng..very delicious one..ever since i ate that qing deng.. i start to liek that dessert.. hehe..

but something spolit my mood earlier on....i met my neighbour.. she ask me about my school etc. then i told her i going to poly.. she ask me why dont go jc... and then tell me all abt jc.. make me feel so confuse and fan again.. why... why.. why.. I SO FLICKERED-MINDED!!...anyway. i cant do anything now alr.. if i withdraw from poly.. i m "homeless".. i then dont want such things to happen to me..

wanted to go bugis today..cos converse got 70% off... but no one accompany me so i drop the idea liao.. maybe.. tmr.. after i help my mother.. i ask my sis to go with me.. i asked nw 1st.. but she cant.. then i ask cheryl.. she say maybe only.. but then later i found out she never bring my cd.. then i dont want to go out liao.. (cos i cannot get back my cd).. then now.. i am at home.. updating my blog.. ai.. plan to go youtube later.. hehe.. to watch shows...

what's on my mind

1) try to adapt to the fact that i am going to poly alr..no turning back liao..

2) dont be so easily influence by other people's view

3) try to enjoy orientation...

4) or try to get seriously sick so i can get 3 days mc so that i can pon orientaiton

5) hope something important crop up on that day so i can pon orientation (but touch wood)

6) die.. so no need to border abt anything