WHY CANT I

Sunday, March 05, 2006 , 12:39 AM

so sad.. i am posted to jj.. why.. why is it like tat.. i dont want to be in jj.. i had tried to appeal to cj.. but i doubted they will accept me.. its a no wonder cos i put cj in my last choice.. obviously when they looked at my verification slip they wont not even consider me lor.. cheryl's friend had already recieved a call from cj telling her that she has been accepted.. so i dont think i will be accepted since i havent gotten any call from the school yet.. tmr.. i will have to go to jj.. have to leave the house by 6.10.. SO EARLY!! then if i move to tanah merah.. i will have to leave house at 5.30 (i think) .. but at that time.. i dont even think that there is any bus that starts so early.. plus i dont think the mrt also start its train at such a time.

when my mother told me she recieved a phone call from a person called alex calling from jj.. at that moment.. i believe i m dead already.. i knew there will be information on the camping thing.. and i was right. they are going to have a camp on MY BIRTHDAY!! IT'S MY BIRHTDAY AND I HAVE TO GO FOR A STUPID CAMP!! I DONT WANT!! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY LOR!! I WANT TO SPEND MY BIRTHDAY AT HOME!!i started crying when i heard this stupid news..then my mother told that guy that i hated camp.. then the guy said something.. i think he said that the camp is not a compulsory thing.. he could help me to talk to the teacher about it.. but then i am still afraid.. hopefully.. i wouldnt have to stay in the school.. pls..at least now.. i still have a ray of hope.. pls not destroy it...

i will continue tmr..