WHY CANT I

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 , 10:53 PM

continue......

last week
monday: worried abt the fact that i had no tie.. luckily.. it was out of stock... den..school ends at 5.. felt terrible in school.. decided to go poly.. and i felt better.. met my relatives.. and they gave me advice.. at night.. ate dinner at my hse hawker centre..
tues: 1st civics lesson in school.. more talks.. so boring.. den met fish and nw at marina square.. cos i treating them suake sushi.. tis is to thank them for going down to the poly to help mi appeal.. but i got lost.. cant find the place.. so stupid of mi.. den later i forced fish to take neoprint.. haha.. blah.. n the neoprint was nice.. plus i realise i looked nice on uniform.. 2nd day wearing the 2 piece uniform after havin wearin the pinafore and blouse for 10 yrs.. took the same bus home with fish and realise that a lot of the things she did is not wat she wanted... she was forced
wed: cca open hse.. wanted to join the chess club.. but all the members were boys.. so in the end.. i joined the e club.. anyway.. i anyhow join one.. never intended to choose properly cos i going to poly alr.. after that.. went to meet cheryl.. to pass her the physics file from cjc.. intended to leave after that.. but in the end.. we went to mac.. n talk for a very long time.. by the time i reached home.. 7 plus alr.. cheryl also say i make her envy of poly life.. haha... but i m still worried i took the wrong path.. reached home.. open the mailbox.. receive the enrolment package.. happy...

thurs: went to have a medical check up after school.. den travel frm jurong to orchard.. to have my x ray taken there.. cos i need the result urgently and the clinic in jurong was unable to give me on the day itself.. took a cab there and i cost mi $14.. so ex... at night.. went to jurong again.. tis time.. to pass the result of the x ray to them.. but the part timer dun noe anything.. in the end.. i have to wait for the senior one to come.. so by the time everything was done.. it was 9+.. reached home at 10+.. den have to do hw.. cos need to pass up on fri.. den later have to settle the necessary documents needed by tp.. so everything was onli settled at 12+.. n so.. i got to sleep at around 1.. den have to wake up at 5.45 the next day..

fri: obviously.. i was sleepy.. haha.. after skool.. went to the clinci again.. cos the doc. left out something.. later bought a tee at $10.. cos i dun wan to go to tp in jj uniform.. so weird.. den met nw.. on the train.. go tp together.. den ate dinner at a place where i dun noe wat is the name.. haha... its a buffet.. n it cost $24.. it was after we compared with the other resturant prices which we wanted to eat.. den we make the decision.. th eocst is more worthy for a buffet..stayed in the place for more than 3 hours.. when i reached my mum shop.. i got scoldin.. sayin i so late than go home.. haha.. but i dun care liao.. cos i had fun..shiok....

sat: went out wth fish n nw.. to taka den to bras pasa.. cant find fish in the pop.. haha.. mi n nw..make fun of her.. say she too short.. haha.. but tt so bad of us.. ended the day early cos i got family gatherin at night.. the condo.. so nice.. like a resort.. onli tt there is too many buildings.. got some advice from my cousin( the older ones).. they feel that i should go jc.. den i feel irriated again.. almost broke down..but when i reached home.. i cried again when my mother ask abt their opinions.. why m i so a cry baby.. but i cant hold back my emotions.. cannot blame me one..

sun: stayed at home.. watch tv.. sis went out.. maid off day.. so i alone at home.. at night.. went out for dinner with my parents.. they talk to mi again.. they dun wan mi to make the wrong choice again.. cos there is no turing back liao.. sry to say.. but i cry again.. dun laugh...

k.. will continue again...