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Saturday, February 18, 2006
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5:55 PM
i broke my sleeping record today.. i cant believe i slept till 1 plus today.. i guess it is because i wanted to run away from the reality.. once i sleep.. i wont feel so irriatin.. i wont feel so frustrated.. i wont feel so helpless.. i wont feel so sad.. how.. i dont know what to do now.. i dont feel like waking up already.. i just wish i can continue sleeping on.. and never wake up.. den i wont feel so terrible.. i really hope i wont get into that school.. i think i would rather go to poly than go that school...it is also very far from my present home and if i am to move my house.. it is really a terrible thing... i really wish upon the stars that i could get into either sa or nanyang.. i dont know why i dont feel happy now.. i cant really feel happy from inside my heart.. not truly happy i think.. if i were to know that jj is going to have a camp.. i wont even put it in one of my few choices.... why are all these things happening to me.. wo quai chuan bu guo qi le.. :(
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