WHY CANT I

Tuesday, February 28, 2006 , 5:01 PM

i booked the bbq pit alr.. but now fish carmen and hashira i think cannot go already.. they got something on.. then for now.. there is only 6 ppl including myself going for the bbq.. ai ya.. why like that one.. i htink i might have to call off the bbq thing already.. if the majority mind having so little ppl.. then i think we will just go cycling then see what happen next lor.. now i might have to call my cousin again to ask him to cancel the booking in case someone also wants to use the bbq pit.. but then i got a very funny feeling.. cos.. the person actually ask me alot of time whether is it confirm a not.. then i tell him yes.. now.. i might have to call it off.. so.. ya la..

just now i went to my mother's shop.. then my mother called my cousin. my cousin had been ask from my mother to help me ask the school about the procedures of apply to poly.. and i just found out that the procedures are very troublesome.. then for the course i want.. only the top 5% can make it to uni.. this will mean that.. there is actually quite a high chance of me not getting into the local uni.. then i might have to go for overseas uni.. but i dont want it.. then if i get into jj.. i dont think i will be happy.. cos i really dont want to get into that school.. i hope i can get into the schools i want.. then my parents also dont need to settle so much things and go through all the trouble for me..

yesterday.. my parents also asked me whether i want to go to aust to study a not.. but i dont want to be alone there.. and it is not for 1 week.. it is 4 years.. lets not talk abt years la.. i think i would not even be able to survive through 1 week.. ai.. plus the fees there a very ex.. erm..