WHY CANT I

Sunday, February 12, 2006 , 3:02 PM

BAD...BAD.. MY RESULTS ARE SO BAD!!! IT IS NOT WITHIN MY EXPECTATION!!SINCE I CANNOT BETTER A SINGLE DIGIT, GIVE ME AT LEAST MY PRELIM GRADES!!NOW I M SO FAN...DUN NOE WHERE TO GO LIAO!! HOW???aniwae yesterday.. went for bbq.. a farewell party actually.. for my friend cos he is leavin to aust to study..most of them got single digit lor.. so envious.. never am i always able to get the grades i desire.. i work so hard and my result is so bad..so sad now.. anyway.. we went to melissa house for the bbq.. i really cant believe tat the whole bulidin is hers.. i tot tis kind of things onli happen in movies and drama series.. wow!.. watever.. so sad now..stupid grade i cannot believe my chemistry got a b3.. i always get a A1 for my chemistry.. wat has happen.... i can still remember.. once i got my result i cried.. when i reached my mother shop.. i cried again.. den when i went home.. the other shop owner ppl.. ask my father wat happen.. den when i go home..i cried.. den when my aunties call n ask abt my grades.. i really dun feel like answerin them.. at night i cried again.. yesterday night i cried again.. i m not a crybaby but i really need to cry to get my feelings all out.. tonight.. we might be gg to the esplande there.. i think i should really go out n enjoy myself for a while.. n shouldnt stay at home the whole day..even my parents say that i dun have the "cheerful" face alr.. they say my face is like covered wif black clouds.. ai ya. dunno how to put it in english la.. i need some time to calm myself down.. i really dun feel like gg to skool tmr...........upset girl.. cryin...