WHY CANT I

Friday, September 30, 2005 , 5:07 AM

so long neva blog alr.. haha.. coz i m too busy watchin all my recorded show.. but den durin tis few days many things had happened.. first thing first... i had gotten back all my paper alr.. luckily my a maths neva fail.. it is also not a borderline pass.. i got a b3(69).. not so bad.. but.. i pass need 1 more mark to jump to A2.. but i guess i should be contented with my a maths marks tis time round as i did not really study for it.. as for my biology.. my paper 2 PULL MI DOWN.. but in the end i still got a A1.. but the mark is jus nice to get a A1. tis would mean dangerous as i might not be able to get my A1 in my o level... den wat abt chemistry and e maths? haha.. i also got A1.. thus.. in the end my L1R5 is 11.. but i still my work hard.. my aim is

gettin a single digit for my o level..

aniwae..todae we celebrate parton's dae.. omg.. 4C is so lucky.. their teacher is so sweet.. she made them a box each.. inside. she still put socks and candy for them..plus the socks are not bought from pasa malam.. they are socks from brands like new balance etc.. she is so gd.. the class also la.. she lucky.. make mi so jealous.. my teacher also neva give us anything.. ai ya..jus too bad...and my candle BROKE!!!why.. why i always so unlucky.. people put in their ack neva break.. i put in my bag.. it broke.. why.. why.. why.. so in the end i manage to fix it back by usin the wax from other candle to stick it together.. the onli thing is tat it does not look as gd as new..

on sundae.. i went out.. we actually make a pact tat we will watch the sound of thunder together... but den she watch alr.. i mean if u say tat we will watch tat movie together.. den u should not watch tat show wif your other friends.. a bit not fair for mi.. but den in the end we watch the myth.. aniwae.. i also wan to watch tat movie.. so it was okay for mi.. but i dun think i will be able to watch tat movie alr..neva mind lor.. ani wae she also apologised alr.. so.. okay lor... haha

i m also very angry.. he cheat my money.. how can he.. he cheat my $1.55.. tats a lot for a bus fare.. n i jus wan to go to bp.. it is onli like 2 stops!!!!not fair.. hello.. i m wearin a school u.. so isnt it tat i should pay student price..i would not be cheatin him right.. i m a student tat why i wear my school u wat.. if i got bring my bus pass... den why would i wan to pay the bus fare by coins.. ai ya.. i m jus so unlucky!!!!

haha.. during one of the days.. it was cheryl bdae.. haha.. we gave her a very huge bdae present.. den she have to go around carryin it.. almost all her present this year is quite huge.. so i guess it would be quite funny if she were to carry all her presents alone.. she also told mi tat when she board the bus.. everyone was lookin at her.. haha..

Saturday, September 24, 2005 , 9:37 PM

yesterdae neva make any entry.. cos my sis need to use the phone for some impt purposes..hence.. i m not allow to use the net.. aniwae i got back my physics practical, biology paper 1 and paper 3, english and my ss alreadi.. i think i did quite well for my biology.. juz hope tat my paper 2 will not be too bad...so it wont pull my marks down.. as for my physics.. luckily i did not do as bad as wat i expected.. and english too.. lucky mi.. as for ss my essay pull mi down.. ai ya.. so neva do too gd.. but as wat the teacher says.. this is onli valid for 3 months.. juz have to work harder for my o level.. after all o level is still the most impt.. but... i also found out that i will fail my a maths.. i think i can onli get 30 marks for paper 1.. if is like tat.. i have to get 50 marks for my paper 2 to pass... but i dun wan to jus pass... i mean.. it is not so gd to jus borderline pass.. i hope at a B4... but i think it could be quite impossible.. for my paper 1 neva do a 10 mark qns.. now wat do u think.. if not give mi a c5.. i dun wan to get too low.. i cannot fail a maths.. i heard a maths i impt if u wan to get into jc.. n duh.. i wan to get into jc.... so... it is impt.. my e maths also.. lost more den 10 marks for paper 1 alr.. i dun noe wat happen to mi.. i think this time round will l1R5 will be very low.. like tat i wonder whether i can get into sa a not.. it not i think i will get into cjc.. but i dun wan to get into that jc..tat the problem...HAIZ!!! *toot* i m worried.. my father also told mi that i muz think in a more postively way and dun give myself too much stress.. if not i willget depression.. den i look at the symptoms.. i have some of them.. hahaha

aniwae.. i went out todae...got some communication problem.. so instead of her helpin mi to pay extra 1 dollar.. i help her pay extra 2 dollars.. hahaha.. tml goin out also.. i wan to watch the myth and the sound of thunder.. jackie chan movie.. i will WATCH!! haha..

ai ya.. life is very hard.. i also got see my class photo.. omg.. not nice lah.. i look so haggard.. den i think the other photo will also be ugly..no no no.. i wan it to look nice.. but wat can i do.. it is alr over..

boohoohoo.. i wan to cry alr... i need to pass a maths.. but not jus a maths.. but all my subjects.......

Thursday, September 22, 2005 , 3:28 PM

yo... exam finish alr.. i noe..i noe.. finish yesterdae alr...aniwae..i m so touch... we had a farewell party.. den my guitar instructor compose a song for us.. (i think is he compose one lah.. hehe).. sob.. so touchy.. i wonder.. how many instructor will do tat.. i think onli a few.. wow.. we r so lucky.. too bad.. those girls who had lit cannot hear it.. n we had pizza... i knew we will have pizza.. every time.. when we had food from outside the skool.. we will have pizza.. it is a trend lor..we also take back our result todae.. so lousy.. die alr lah.. i think my L1R5 would be more than 15 marks..hiaz...at least i did better in my english than wat i had expected.. den something i should reward myself.. but i cannot stop studyin,, muz continue.. muz get better grades for english and all the other subject.. i also did quite badly for my social studies..it is my structure essay tat pulls mi down.. why........ cannot give up.. tat should be the way..

Friday, September 16, 2005 , 3:17 PM

fridae alr... still got a few more dae b4 exams finish.. i think tis prelim i die alr.. i dun even noe wat to count for my L1R5.. all the exams paper seems to be like a killer.. take for example.. todae a maths paper.. i dun noe how to do.. die.. die.. die.. i thnk i m goin to fail tis paper.. i got careless mistake lor.. den i wan to change.. but den the teacher ask us to put our pens down.. CANNOT CHANGE!! plus.. i dun noe wat gone into my head... my brain is like blank.. i dun noe how to do the circular measure.. trigo oso.. 10 marks gone alr.. watever.. hav to pull up my socks... muz practice more.. mondae still got another a maths paper.. muz do better for tat.. so as to ensure tt i can pass... i was actually plannin to count my a maths in.. but i guess tis will not happen.. unless..... a MIRACLE happens..i hope so...they sae.. how u breed is wat u sow.. maybe tis is true.. most of the time..i was learnin biology... i neva reali practice my a maths.. lesson learn.. practice more.. biology i think is not as bad as my a maths.. i feel like cryin after my a maths paper.. it still bothers mi.. i veri scared i will fail my a maths.. tis cannot happen.. i oso dun wan a C.. tis is no gd.. I CANNOT FAIL MY A MATHS... CANNOT...
checklist for tis weekend:
1) practice n practice more a maths qns
2) do mcq for all sciences...
3) pactice e maths
gone case... but overall o level is still impt.. jus hope i can make it into the 3 mths jc thing.. like tt den i will not lose out.. hmmmm.. o level.. buck up!.. God pls help...

Monday, September 12, 2005 , 12:19 PM

first dae of exam.. i word.. not so gd.. the 1st qns i wrong alr.. so sian.. ai ya.. i jus wan to get an A1.. actually i m very scared my maths result will drp too much.. like tat no gd.... who wan to get low marks right.. i believe everyone wans A1 for everything.. i m also very scared of my careless mistakes.. careless mistakes KILLS!!! but aniwae the paper last for 2 and a half hours.. deb onli my class can go home early... haha.. cos we neva take lit.. den later.. at home.. instead of studyin.. i listenin to music.. spend more than 1 hour eat breadkfast.. den go out until at night.. omg.. i feel so guilty.. oh ya.. my sis got to try n wear contact lens.. i guess she is damn happy.. but dne she spend a lot of time tryin to put on the contact lens.. she still lost one of the lens.. so clever.. haha but aniwae.. i dun need to got to school tmr.. cos.. i m not retakin my chinese.. so.. i still can spend the whole day at home studyin.. still not so bad.. but wat abt a maths.. die lar.. i still cant get the hang of the relative veloctiy.. tat kind of qns worth 5-8 marks..(i think)..ai ya.. wat to do.............

Friday, September 09, 2005 , 6:28 PM

man man man.. something funny happen to mi.. when i wen to the mac to study.. a man suddenly came to my table and sat there.. wats wrong wif him.. he told mi tt there were no more empty tables.. den when i turn around.. omg.. i saw alot of empty tables n chairs.. wat deoes he wan. i meant why claim tt u hav no place to sit.. when i saw so many empty tables n chairs.. luckily he went away after a short while.. aniwae.. i also saw my ex classmate.. but at a far away place.. i doubt he notice mi.. he is so skinny now.. i also heard tt his studies are extremely gd now.. gd for him.. haha.. now onli left 3 more days to prelim.. die...

Thursday, September 08, 2005 , 6:15 PM

ha.. life is neva easy.. tats wat they all say.. well its true.. i have been studyin for the past few hours alreadi.. Ai!!! lets see wat i can recall.. okay.. how do we carry out fractional distillation of the air.. hmmm...1st.. we cool the air.. den freeze the water vapour and the carbon dioxide.. den removed it.. next.. the compressed air is allowed to expand suddenly... thus, the air cools. this principle is used to liquidify the air.. the air is compressed with huge pumps and allowed to expand several times... the liquid air is den distilled in a fractional distillation.. nitrogen with the lowest boiling pt will come out at the top.. followed by argon, oxygen krypton and xenon.. haha.. i managed to remember. ohhhh.. its a good sign..wat abt water purification.. 1st the water is collected from the reservoirs den it is treated with chemicals such as aluminium sulphate ( alum) to make most of the small solid particles suspended in the water to lump together to form larger lumps... other chemicals like calcium hydroxide is also added to react with metal ions to form insoluble metal hydroxide.. the water is den pass through the sedimentation tank to allow the larger solid particles to settle down and be removed.. it is den filter to remove the remainin solid particles... chlorination is den carried out to kill harmful bacteria and to keep the water sterile.. tiny amt of fluorine is also added to protect our teeth frm decay..

Wednesday, September 07, 2005 , 6:20 PM

another day...it is suppose to BE A HOLIDAE.. but den it's so borin.. all i do is study.. study and study.. but cannot do anithing abt it.. prelim next week wat.. so sian.. wat to do..notin goes into my brain leh.. prelim onli finish on the 21st.. so damn long.. BUT muz do well.. if not.. i will die.. 1st 3 monthd leh.. impt.. HAI! wat to do???? someone.. pls help!!!

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